23rd January 2010

William Message Of The Day: The only thing that overcomes hardluck, is hardwork.

Currently, serving my NS term in SISPEC, BSLC - Charlie Coy.

SISPEC bunkmates are far much better as compared to BMTC, in terms of physical, mental and pyschological. Except for a few selfish ones, in which, i'm not suprised at all.

But seriously, i'm losing my motivation and drive here. The thought of going ASLC after my foundation term is really scaring my balls out.

I really need a 8am to 5pm unit for godsake.

Everyday, I have to live in a "One for all, all for one" environment in which I can see that everyone is living for themselves.

This is a dog eat dog world, so why the hell do NS wants to instill this unrealistic mindset into every soldier?

When i'm carrying a SAR21 and a Matador, how many offer their service to carry the anti tank weapon for me?

Why do the commandants have to behave like some unripped human, thinking that we will go to war 1 fine day?

We got late bookout on Friday, just because someone loss a SAW magazine. Just because of 1 person's action, everyone has to suffer? Is it fair? Is not just about the boys who suffered in their bunk while we tried our very best to find that 1 pathetic magazine. Many parents have to drive down to the camp, to pick up their child just because there wasn't any buses catered to us to bring us to Boon Lay Station.

If in the event 1 of the many parents, got involve in a car accident upon making their trip down to the camp just because 1 magazine was loss, and the timing for bookout got pushed back by a few hours, is this all worth it?

Just because of 1 bloody SAW magazine, how much petrol were spent in driving their vehicles down, how much CO2 was produced and how many precious minutes were bring wasted?

Commandants, you all really have to wake up your ideas and think with vision.

We had a rather useless and boring CO dialouge, talking to the 2 crab commandant who knows no nuts about our life.

What joke when he say that,"i'm sure you all are being served with bananas for at least 3 times per week, am i right?"

I almost choked myself with my own dick. 6 weeks in SISPEC, i have not even eaten a single banana, not even a slice of Watermelon for christ sake.

Also, what's the point of serving us food with high level of protein, when the taste of the food is really bad and many of us, choose not to finish our food? End up, we have to stuff down chocolates and cup noodles we bought and that contributes more carbohydrates at the end of the day.

Why the air of arrogance from those sign on commandants? Ain't they earning the government's money? or rather, the tax payers money? In short, i'm paying for their darn salary as well. Just because they know they have no potential in the real world, that's why they choose to sign on and get feed by the government, cause why?

At least is a stable income and no economic depression or recession will affect their ricebowl.

How ironic. So what even if they have serve 20 years in the army? What they know, is just military stuffs. Do they even know the up and coming topic about our future now, is suprisingly, energy saving? Save energy to sustain our earth.

Crap, this is fucking wasting my time.

12th December 2009

William Msg Of The Day : life is short, break the rules.

Was browsing through some photos, and came across 1 photo i took with my dad on 8/10/09. On the penguin boat. To Tekong Island. That was my date of enlistment.

The next photo i saw, was also with my dad, he puts on my.. idk how to spell it... jockie cap? the green NS cap on for me, and it was my Passing Out Parade (POP).

A blink of an eye, 2 months went pass me. Seriously, i really love BMT, and i love my buddy (Syafi!), and a few section mates, i hate a few of them, and i really mean HATE! especially some *baldies*).

Never would i know that my dad would be so enthusiastic about me. He was the 1st to take leave for my enlistment, and on the day of my POP, initially, he couldn't get leave as he was rushing a project. Finally his boss gave him off and he manage to make his trip down to tekong to find me.

Here's what my sis told me,

Sis: actually, papa very sad he cannot come one, than when he finally manage to get leave on your POP, he come to me and say, "can you bring me to wei liang's POP?".

Never did I knew my dad really cares so much about me. Is like... all the while... he's watching TV in the living room, and i'm non-existence to him. Well... going through NS will really show how much your family loves you.

My family ain't those who will fetch me from Pasir Ris, nor wash my Field Camp uniforms. But little actions from them really touched me these 2 months.

3rd sis bought me over $30 of factory biscuits cause i complain always being hungry when im in camp.

2nd sis didn't ask me for the payment of Redoxon, and she even gave me $50 to spend (in which i didn't take) as she understands i'm recieving pathetic pay in NS.

Mum always spend the effort to cook for me, as she knows im really sick of NS food. She even go to the extent of purchasing my favourite chilli in Clementi just to make noodles for me after my field camp. Trips to supermarket will be heaven to me as my mum would not stop me from purchasing anything. Though she will purposely buy 10kg of rice as i'm there to carry it for her.

Dad make sure i'll get to eat my favourite fruits whenever i book out. Like sour mango, green apple and etc. And of course, attending my enlistment and POP.

If i say so much about my family, and not talk about princess Joyc3, she will kill me with her new heels bought from Padini when she comes back from Msia, JB.

Need i write down what she did? Maybe noooooooottt.....

OH YA!

Talk about some mini achievement here in NS.

I got Marksman, IPPT Silver (i'm not even close to gold, my 2.4km was 10.26, way to go man) and guess what?! i pass my SOC 600m run down!!!!!

I helped my platoon to win the "Best Skit Award" on OC's evening by acting as Sergeant Anthony Chua.

Wasted, is like i just got use to life in NS, and now i have to move on to a new phase come 21st December.

Time to let loose and enjoy.

byes mofos...

31st July 2009

Why is there pop ups in my blogspot? i didn't put anything leh~..

anyways, found out this interesting website, and got a piece of ASTONISHING RESULT!

aiya fuck la. how come appear so small?! spoil my mood, i intend to blog alot de lor. anyways, this is jus a website, showing how much u shld be earning if u have adwords, so suprisingly, my webbie is nearly USD$900+, which is far more than my market competitors.

Beat that.

WOW!

William

26th June 2009

okay. gotta find some "life" to show u all that i'm still living. Oh ya... i guess i have not say this.

SO COOL TO HAVE LEFT POLY! Poly life sux~ though year 3 friends rocks! (wk, aish, char, hp, bh, kenny, zr, pat, sy, joe, sorry too many to name... do fill your own name in if i missed out)



she say she hates taking photos with me now.

that explains for the decreasing number of photos taken recently.

But... we still do take photos, just not that often anymore.


jo,apple, ecyoj, and who else?

and yesterday... well... i should say... other than my mum, my dad and my 3 sis...

for the 1st time, someone cook for me! ^^ (not refering to maggi mee or eggs, chuan rong cook all these for me before. LOL)


lunch



and this dinner

hahhaahaa so sweet of ecyoj. we cooked too much for dinner. which is the marinara and vege and a awful tasting egg.

well... when is not being cooked by her, she will avoid it if it taste awful. I did the egg, lol! taste bad... so she jus totally avoid it... :(

nvm being realistic is common nature.

anwyays, ill be off to REDANG next thursday. till then!

16th June 2009

15th May 2009

I also heard that the word FUCK is originated from England. So... is up to you to decide. Enjoy :)

8th May 2009

Okay, here i wanna complain about one of my favourite restaurants in Singapore.

Ministry Of Food @ Marina

I have been there several times, service and quality of food has always been above average, but the previous time i went (30/4/09), their service is bad, really really really really bad.

I'm gonna break down what is so bad about them here.

1) As i am a member, i ask for my complimentary tea/coffee for 3 times! 1st when i sat down, 2nd when i was ordering my food, and 3rd before i pay my bills. Despite asking it for 3 times, i still got no shit.

2) Why the fuck do they serve the OCHA or Green tea to me, when i already ordered 2 drinks + a complimentary tea (which wasn't be served), worst still, when you sat down, they bring it to your table immediately, and when you pay the bills, it reflects "$1.20/person". Isn't it suppose to be complimentary since the food price is so expansive already, and they bring it to you even when you didn't ask for it? Hello!? $1.20 haven include GST okay?

3) My food takes forever to arrive, well, not a problem, maybe because there's a crowd. So i ordered a Lemon Tea which doesn't taste like a lemon tea. So, i told the person that this glass of lemon tea taste weird, so he asked me to explain to him why it taste weird? hmmmm~ i said that it doesn't have the tea taste. SO SMART OF HIM! he went back to the counter, add some tea, and came back to me! and guess what?! it still taste like some fucking horrible shit.

4) I ask for the bill, the person came and took my credit card and walk off. The table beside me, who ask for the bill 2 mins after me, pay by his card as well. But shortly after he gave his card, he got his bill, and he walk off after getting back his card. As for me? i waited for a whole fucking whore of 20mins, and god knows what are they doing with my card. I turn back and see, and knew what is going on.

As is already the LAST ORDER time already, they are closing the counter or watsoever, therefore, the person is like doing a super woman kinda thing, by giving all the bills to the counter at 1 shot, and only collecting all the bills after the counter person has done billing u.

So when she (i believe is a full time staffs) walk out of the counter with all the bills, i see a massive pile of bills she is holding! at least... 10-12 maybe, so im like the furthest away from the table, i got my bill last. Fantastic service!

5) Back to the lemon tea, i had 3 sips of the lemon tea, which only finish 1/4 of it, and ask for something to be done, and the person refill it with tea, and is back to 4/4 full. I took 1 small sip which is like 1/300 of the whole cup ml and decided to give up on that shit. I told the person this drink is really terrible and etc, and you know what she say?

"I'll check it out for you"

WTF DO SHE WANTS TO CHECK?! I'M GOING OFF ALREADY, WHAT DO SHE WANTS TO CHECK? AT LEAST GIVE ME A REFUND ON A SHIT RIGHT?

To be frank, i have given restaurant managers hard time before, but this time round, as i was really really tired, and my girlfriend was already boiling from the bad service. I can't bother much with that. So just took my card and fuck off that place.

What's best? they give feedback form on the table without giving you a pencil or a pen to write on (i know typical restaurant style, if is bad comment, the staff will throw it away) and when i went to their website, is even better! there's no like any "complaints@ministryoffood.com.sg" for me to email to.

Ain't they a service line? So shouldn't they have such a thing for thier consumer? Even my own business has "enquiries@wipesit.com.sg" to recieve complaints and etc from my clients.

And here is what i found

Bugis Junction (Cafe & Restaurant)
200 Victoria Street #02-45 Bugis Junction S(188021).
Tel: 65-6338 6466
Tel: 6334 2202
Email: enquiry@ministryoffood.com.sg

WOW?! the only email address i found on the website?!! and is enquiry only for the Bugis Junction outlet?!!! HOW GREAT!

29th March 2009

 

omg, i just can’t get enough of this.

Lyrical hiphop ftw la!

27th March 2009

 

Joyce’s birthday in 1 month time? holy… umm… alright… what am i suppose to do? :P

WAH!!! NABEI CBBBBBBBB!!!! MY FYP GOT B+ LA!!! _!_

fuck you!

okay, i kinda expect it to be at least a B, cuz the video was well made (many thanks to Alvin Yuen *is not available*), and with many help from kh bro, the report was neatly written out.

B+ die you fuckers! Somehow feels that this project can be further improve. go go go! kh bro, use it for your NTU fyp ^^

okay… im sick now… and getting bored with what i’m doing everyday.

i can’t go out with ease, my phone keep ringing, what is fucking wrong with them? can’t they call the office?

please.. give me a break…

a very nice song.

just beats me… couple quarrel becuz they love each other yea? is not cuz they hate one another.

but somethings are not meant to be solve, thus, quarrels erupted. and………

enjoy.

<3 joyce

18th March 2009

I need to get out of town alone once i’m settled with everything.

Yes.

Alone.

I’ll live Joyce behind and just get a breathe somewhere.

Don’t worry i’m not going to attempt suicide, no thoughts of it.

Just getting really busy with a lot of things.

I’ll settle all of them, and even being away, all those matters won’t be much affected by my absence.

busy makes me sad… and there are some other matters which made me even more upset…

need a break… need a getaway….

3rd March 2009

 

still needa go back SP this week to do my WSH modules and test.

COME ON! GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH!

FUCK POLY LIFE! FUCK POLY FRIENDS! FUCK POLY CLASSMATES! FUCK POLY LECTURERS! FUCK THE FOOD AS WELL!

i guess the problem lies in me that i’ve got no friend!

COME MY PLACE EAT! DRINK! SLEEP! GAME! MAHJONG! PLAY! TAKE DRUGS! AND MASS ORGY

but when you are out to have fun…

DUN CALL WILLIAM! WHEN NEED HIM DEN CALL HIM!

Sweet. i shall stay at home unless there’s money out there for me to earn.

Money and dogs are humans’ best friend. (:

i rmb i have an earlier post which i talks about earning more money and get my so called friends to beg in front of me if they need money? either is in this blog or the fucking old blog i’ve deleted a year ago.

fuck you all deep deep! i’ll use my money and buy lotsa vodka, and pour it all over ur face and let u all drink till ur liver dies

will_!_am

and here’s a middle finger in the middle of my name.

2nd March 2009

 

For those who always ask me “what is credit crisis?!”

 

Here’s an embedded for you retards:-

 

26th February 2009

Testing Testing!

Using my Windows Live Writer at the moment…

test test!

woooooo i can write my blog from another means rather than logging in to blogger ^^ totally cool!

Technorati Tags: runaway dancers

20th February 2009

ummmm SIMS 3 in about 100 more days? Okay, i just stumble across this thingy and have it posted on my blog, so don't presume im The Sims fan alright. I indulge in killing my neighbours when i play this game.

You know like... i make my house like a huge mansion, surrounded by water. The "retarded" nature of this game make all the characters so retarded, that they can only get into the water and out of it with the help of the pool stairs.

So i just build 2 pool stairs at opposite end of the pools, and while they are in it, i sell both of the stairs away. Time ticks and they just DIE IN THERE!!!!

Haha~ im not that much of a sadist actually, but i remember i use to have the sims as the only PC game on my pathetically slow PC. so when you have acheive too much in the game, you will find some other fun which is not really part of the game plan.

Alright, 7 hours away from BS III paper. and i've not absorbed a single shit.

the noob kaze (case) much be sleeping now. fucking retard.

For some reason, i feel that i'll fail my driving TP again. Is total shitness as i fail 2 times already, and both times are immediately failure and... guess what?

BOTH TIMES ARE THE SAME OLD FUCKING WHORE TP! MUHHAMAD SADAM YOU FUCKING ROUX THAT YOUR WIFE IS A ROCK STAR AND I DON'T FUCKING CARE HOW TO SPELL MUHHAMAD CORRECTLY!

lol, and i told myself if i still get the same TP for the 3rd time, i'll just ask him to fail me on the spot. Don't even bother to drive. What's the probability of getting the same TP for twice? I certainly believe the probability is even lower than a game of roulette >.<

my new shoe is causing my legs to go thru heavy mensus. Today while having breakfast with my mum, i felt water on my left leg, and guess what?! blood + puss just flow out like water. total coolness. the shoe is bought at JB City Square, i pretty like it k, consider the fact that i'm very picky, and i have rather long feet which looks damn ugly on me.

And fucking yes, i'm damn convince that i got the best deal for my XPS laptop. HAHAHAH! im not gonna say Y nor X! =.=

Facebook rocks! don't ask me why. Check up my facebook, it has lotsa photos of me posted by my friends, and yea, i have 70 plus friends in which i added none. Not trying to show off, but i really do not know how to use FB, and i jus accept whatever shit ppl send me.


"XXXXX invites you for a "get trojan horse or donkey into your PC", would you like to join?"

"Yes"

Yup.. thats how fucking retard i'll be if anyone will really send that to me on FB. I'm still stuck at the MIRC era. hahahahahahahah! did anyone mentioned ICQ?

finally school is gonna be over la! yes la!

happiest person(s) :- 1) William 2) Joe

why?

cause we can finally fuck off the b!Tch™ in our class. total bitch! yes! female doggggggggggg! Poly life would be so much better without you in my class. you deserved to be brand "Fuck". And that will be your middle name for the rest of the remaining 2 years you have left in your life.

thats all! gonna play NFS den study!

cheeeeerrrssssssss

www.wipesit.com.sg

:]

12th January 2009

According to aish, it has been a month since i update my darn blog. So here i am updating it during Est&Costing tutorial. Yea, i never once listen to John Chan's lesson eventhough i do respect him as a lecturer. Maybe the respect is not enough ba...

Yea. Visit my new website at www.wipesit.com.sg . yea~ it is my small little biz, have a small biz in which generate a healthy profit for my spending habit. do support me k.

and yes, i'm attached now!! ^^ <3<3

bye all. another 1 month before i update again.

10th December 2008

I only thought of blogging whenever i'm feeling down. how am i suppose to blog abt happy stuff? Charline teach leh!!!!!!!!!

So yeap... gonna blog happy stuff! kao... abit xin ku leh~

I went out with baynes today, yea, someone i feel really comfortable when i'm out with. Had dinner at causeway point and watched "BOLT". was not bad, though i expected more.

kinda like a typical dog save the day story. but the dog is real cute, so is the hamster and kitten.

A good show after all.

And yes.. forced to watch "Quarantine" a few days back by... YES! THE SAME PERSON WHO WATCHED "BOLT" WITH ME TODAY!

ya... happy enough yea my post? i'm in a sad mood now but i DUN WANT TO BLOG IT!

time to close my blog soon.

read up all posts if you want. the blog is abt to be closed down.

8th December 2008

good to know your so called "friends" will choose to dotA without you, cause by leaving a game, it will cost them valuable "lost" on the ladder.

friends should be defined as "someone who will seek your help, by going to the end of the world to find you. But disappear upon the sight of you cause you need help" (dun worry aisheng, im not referring to you nor anyone in particular)

yes... im really busy this whole week... and i dun expect anyone to know this.

and my temper is really bad.. step on my nerves and ya gonna get some shits from me...

i think i should avoid doing anything for the next 2-3 days and just rest at home... i'll feel better.

and

yet again...

we quarreled..

it's really distressing..

can we just be friends? i think time has indicate that we shouldn't be in a relationship.. moreover, you have been really happy before meeting me...

why all the unhappiness now and quarrel... its really making me unhappy every alternate day..

ok i mean what i say here... i really want to stop here... messages gone... photos gone... is really tiring for me and for you...

why the need to try so hard if we both are meant to be together?

you deserve to be happier

for those who thought wiLL got a girlfriend alrdy?

no i don't, but sub-consciously, i got one.

5th December 2008

20 more days to my birthday ^^

anyways~ finally my last paper is over!

i clock 20 hours of sleep for 5 days, averaging 4 hours each day for this darn term test.

well... have to work 3x harder or else i'll be potential detainee >.<

hmmm cold night, please do put on extra clothing if needed yup

feeling really tired now... like mentally lethargic?

anyways, had class photos with /03 in the afternoon ( thank you charline for helping me and my class =D, i know you will read this part yup ^^ )

was pretty okay... my classmates all like damn sian one... those sian sian kind lor~ lol =X

so had pizza hut for lunch (dun wanna mention what happen), most probably the last time i'll have meal there.

and... sadly.. NO ACTIVITIES AFETR TEST!!!!! went home straight!!!!! sian la!!!!!

got home... listen to remixes... bla bla... yea... wenkai, kaze and friends went clubbing tonight... without me >.<

decided to stop clubbing alrdy, since i told myself ....... (secret)

anyways.... today not really a good day for me... but i ain't unhappy as well.

DANCE TOMORROW!!! ^^ 4444'dee krewwwwwwww

3th December 2008

Answer to Question 1: Price

Answer to Question 2: The chicken wants to cross the street

Answer to Question 3: He stays at level 15.

Common answers i got from my friends

Question 1: 1) difference of $410, 2) the $500 can suck better

Question 2: 1) cause there's food across the road , 2) no idea

Question 3: 1) press 15th level, and climb another 15 level

well well well well.....

3 simple questions, but i got all sorts of answers.

other than question 3, question 1 and 2 are the most straight forward question in this world.

you can derive the answer from the question, you do not have to think actually... no maths required.. and no newton's law required as well.

the difference of $410 is not wrong, but neither it is right.

these simple questions prove to show that people usually doesn't look straight for answer, they look elsewhere.

why so?

when the answer is as simple as "price", people will tend to do calculation out, which has been in our life for the past thousands of decades.

"500 - 90 = 410"

lots of things in life, can be simply solved.

but when people starts to pry into the matter, it turns complicated.

and it becomes difficult to be solved.

agree?

:)

sweeeetttt~ last 2 papers =D

30th November 2008

okay! more HAPPY POSTS from now on!

Yeaaaaa! so... okay... no happy post at the moment. but 3 questions to set you thinking first.


Qns 1: What is the difference between a $90 and a $500 vacuum cleaner?

Qns 2: Why did the chicken cross the road?

Qns 3: Joe stays in block 88, the highest level in this block is 30th. Being a midget, he can only reach onto the 15th level on the lift as the 30th storey button is too high for him to reach. So why do he always press the 15th level button?

Cheer up! is test week ^^

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25th November 2008

wow! 61st posts alrdy! I didn't know i got so much shit to write!

one of the crappiest lame joke ever:-

me: "you sure noemi is a degree holder? i can't even understand her english"
kh: "you hold a protractor!! den u become degree holder lor!!!!"

_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_!_ alicia keys :P

got my "krait"... hmmm... still miss my orange Microsoft mouse feel... but yea... new mouse, hopefully better gaming experience.

today is kinda like an "orangy" day. ZR wore orange, i wore orange, the lights emitting out from my mouse is orange, and see a few people walking past me today wearing orange as well. I DO NOT HAVE COLOURBLIND LIKE PATTY K :P

kinda made me laugh today when i saw pat's dota minimap is the teal colour.

me: "kao.. how come ur mini map is those noob player type one"

pat:"sorry la, i got colourblind"

LOL! burst out laughter! patty never fails to light up my day.

and shit... suddenly... i begin to DOTA alot... yea... when i thought i'm gonna quit... but i did not... looks like she did not change matter much? i tried my best to quit so i can have more time for her... haha... i got the time for her... she don't have the time to take :)

well... if she doesn't need the time... i'll use it for other stuff yea~ :P

you know what you have done is... you use a knife... and cut my heart open... after that you say, "i'm sorry" you didn't mean it.

even if my wounds were to heal up... it will still leave a scar behind.

do you have any idea what are you saying?

you don't mean that? and so you think i don't understand what you're trying to say?

why must i be playing your game in this relationship?

my feelings for you are genuine. read it. GENUINE!.

I know your family background, family condition, your hobbies, your lifestyles, your job, your ambition.

and which of it i despise or dislike?

and stupid of me to have pure feelings for you... what i get is that i have to go thru many many rounds of tests.

playing hard to get? finally i know what does this meant.

i don't deserve to be going thru all these, because i'm not any ordinary guy who comes to you and wish to screw you.

yao jiu yao, bu yao jiu bu yao (by Mr Aishengggg)

yup. i have no freaking idea why am i posting such things up online eventhough i know you have no idea i gotta blog (unless you google it when you're free, and i doubt you're even free to do this)

i'm sorry, i'm outta this game.

is up to you to put in an extra token.

and is up to me to press the "continue" button.

i'm sorry~ i have to say i love(d) you.

24th November 2008

Playing hard to get? haha~ life sucks.

21st Novemeber 2008

Is a 2 out of 3 day for me.

YES! I GOT IMMEDIATE FAILURE FOR MY DRIVING! beat that~ i go against the traffic during circuit.. fuck shit!

and i got NAPFA GOLD today!! imba!! pull up 11 times! beat that! and my standing board jump is an amazing 242 or 241... first time in my life i jumped so far.

and WE WON GAMERS MEET 2! and i'm going to get my new mouse soon!

2 out of 3... not bad ah :)

14th November 2008

i asked for 5mins of your attention...

but i got nothing in the end...

i do feel sad... but i can't let you know~

but at least i got to know that you had a hectic day, and you remember to have your dinner.

and yes... 5mins is what i asked for... which was not granted... despite you saying "sure" when i asked for 5mins.

if i can purchase 5mins of your time, i'll definitely do so.

and from here... i know what's 5 mins worth. it worth differently between me and her.

haha ):

:)

12 November 2008

back to life before St James on 8/10/08

life was much carefree then

no love. no biz takeover.

and 2 things happened on that day

how i wish time i have not lived that day

3rd November 2008

DOPE!

fuck~ i tried so hard to post up more. but my connection ggggggg

24th October 2008

I was so happy when i see you.

and...

now...

i'm not as happy as i was...

that's how low my self-esteem is.

22th October 2008

Why is loving someone... so difficult?

20th October 2008

simply brilliant

19th October 2008

Days are getting busier..

Acquisition of customers from ecoverve gets tougher.. have to raise bid to most probably $11,000. yea~ have to come out with the money... yea~

and yea, got shortlisted for some entrepreneurship ideas event, and the whole department knows im in! yea.. Mrs Sia "BEE GEES!" told me that... so is it a good thing or bad?

And yes, i'm getting busier as days goes by.

4'Dee Crew is having around 3-4 performance during the month of Novemeber, and we are coming out with good choreos for them~ Tired but happy, at least i see my choreo being use, so 6^^.

So... getting busier... i still put YOU into my schedule.. just to show how important you are to me. But do you see it?

I don't even have the time to meet my FYP lecturer, and i'm giving you all my spare time... a good joke to laugh about...

And i'm awake at this time because of YOU as well... and how tired and terrible i feel now.

"William, Hang on!"

oh? fuck off k.

14th October 2008

Choreos coming up!

Alicia Keys - Like You'll never see me again
Neyo - Let Go

And 1 more banging piece.

Farid, rest well my friend.

12 October 2008

Yea. READ!

I'm going to choreograph "Like You Never See Me Again" by Alicia Keys.

And is for her!

Don't ask me why, it's something just struck me.

Love it

9th October 2008

I know what i'm missing.


The warm of holding hands.

5th October 2008

Darn Youtube, they are fast in removing copyrighted stuff. I should have downloaded the massa's accident video if i see it coming. eerrrghhh~~

Went MOS last week, kinda like a last minute thing.

at around 8pm...

Xabo : wiLL, MOS today last day!
wiLL: wa?! serious bo? okay let's go now!

and is like... i made my decision within a minute?! and went we call our kakis... zr... as... kenny... jon... ivan... wk wanted to call more... but as it was darn last min... so~

MOS sucks big time... and i'm like paying for everyone's bill, cuz i pay via my credit card... nvm, school re-open i'll get them back! and seriously, at first i thought is gonna be damn cool with a credit card... now till i have one now... kinda regret.

MOS are filled with... old aunties... though there are 1 or 2 quite seductive women, but never too attractive to attract me.

and yea... WK saw 1 girl he's keen on... and who else to ask the girl better than me?! so i approach the girl, and said that my friend wanna dAnce with her... and... not long later... WK is having his hands around the girl... and what happen next... is history

i still have not find the high point of clubbing yet~ yea... girls, there are... but i'm numb to them... maybe becuz i know i can't get them... and i dun even bother to attempt to get them~ and comes to think, what's the point of blogging "I want a girl" and yet does nothing? haha~

maybe till the day my thoughts are clearer, i'll get a girl. but now, i don't even know what a girl want. what a girl need. what ever makes her happy.

I have not excercise for 2 weeks. and next week is the last week of holiday, I PROMISE TO EXCERCISE at least 3 days! consider the fact i'm quite tight up next week~

hmmm i have my stuff altered this week. and it cost me a hefty amount of $60! ZOMG! and is like... 2 long sleeves (2 zaras) and 2 jeans (one of them being ARMANI!!!)... have to vomit out $60 myself, though lovely mummy is with me.

ahhhh! i promise mummy to treat her Thai restaurant next week! sorryyy people, no dinner at home next friday! =X sad thing is, we will be taking a train to city hall.. i can't drive yet! no license!

oh ya... i spend quite a long that time at MOS... eerrghhh... Dbl O next stop ;)

29th September 2008

Singapore Grand Prix is sooooooo exciting! So nice to watch! And i've decided to compile a small little report on how Alonso win the race, consider the fact i once liked him (as he is the only person who came close in winning Michael Schumacher in every race.



Massa started the race on grid 1, while racing prince Lewis Hamilton started on grid 2.

Massa has a comfortable 3 seconds lead, and this lead doesn't last long when Renault's Nelson Piquet Jr. crashed against a side protective barrier.

The safety car is deploy and this means no over taking nor excessive speeding is allow. Team Ferrari calls on both Massa & Kimi to go to the pit to have their soft tyres changed as the road has to be cleared before normal race are allowed.

Massa, being 1st on the race, reached the Pitstop first, has his tyres changed and fuel tank refilled.

Ferrari uses the electronic signal lights to issue a "GO", as compared to the conventional "lollipop" stick, where driver is only allow to "GO" upon the rise of the stick.

While the stewards are still refilling massa's car, there is a sudden change of the signal light from red to green, and massa zoom off with the fuel rig still in his car.

The hose tore off its mooring, spewing gasoline in the air and lashing a crew member who fell to the ground as the Ferrari drove away, less than 50 minutes into the race.

After realizing the error, Massa stopped further down in the pit with the hose trailing behind him, as stunned crew members rushed to help.

As Kimi was right behind Massa in the pit stop, the crews have to attend to kimi first before helping Massa to remove the fuel rig from his car, thus, causing precious seconds away from Massa.

To add salt to the wound, The Brazilian was given a drive-through penalty for unsafe release because he almost collided with another car while leaving the pit with the hose.
The mechanic who was brought down by the snaking hose was carried away on a stretcher for a checkup at the on-track medical center. Though from the replay, we sees that he stand up immediately and quickly attend to the next ferrari at the pitstop.

Having lost precious time, Massa rejoined the race in 18th position, wrecking what until then had been a perfect race from the pole. He had been well in front of championship leader Lewis Hamilton, who started second.

Alonso, who has already visited the pitstop earlier, manage to comfortably take on the 1st spot for around 20 laps, due to the fact that Rosberg and Hamilton did not visit the pitstop earlier on before the accident. Lady Luck shining on F.Alonso.

15th September 2008

When you get a group of driven youths together, to create an event.

The end result is:-

SUCCESS





Loading 1 picture took quite sometime, so I've decided to upload 2 "happy family" photos up.

The first, being the "Formal" photo, and the latter being the "informal", let's take a look at some funny pose.

1) Joshua targeting his "gun" on William "Imposter" Swee. There he is again, thinking he is some anti terrorist group bringing safety to our community. As we can see, he got deep hatred with Swee as he pointed his mobile, which acts like a pistol, on Swee's head. Poor boy~

2) Favian's dark side. That's how he will look like if he's the "Joker".

3) Oei friend! people say informal, why are you looking else where?! Jian Long is thinking about his kampong past~

hehe~ to those who had CURSED us, and hoping for a FAILED event. Ahhhhh~ sorry! but it's more than a success, it's a history of SP now.

11th September 2008

My new hair-do! AS and patty.

New hair-do, new girl? no way! i was rejected in fact =X

Had a Vodka Shot 6^^ and... Sprite Vodka... and guess what... Sprite Vodka almost got me drank! Can't believe this yea?

Otaku ordered a jug of Sprite Vodka, as it wasn't mixed properly, i had 1 big mouth full as i was rather thirsty.

"What drink is this?"

"Sprite Vodka"

GG

I taste no Sprite but 100% Vodka.

Subsequently, there's Sprite taste as Otaku stir it up well. But the Vodka really kinda shot me in the head, i don't really dare to dance as a slight push will make me stagger.

And yes, patty push me very very very lightly, and i'm like... being pushed by a 200kg weight. haha~ staggered and knock onto some weird guys.

Spent $25 on phuture, and $25 on the cab home. And surprisingly, i dun feel that money was wasted. Maybe perhaps i've started to earn my own dollars and pennies~ i'm more generous to spend.

and

YES! My ONE card is here. Shopping spree soon~ haha~

my sis bought me this Weight Gainer from GNC... and... force me to drink twice a day... omg... one time... is like 1800 of calories to be taken in... and i have to drink twice per day.

i just started my first 1800, and i've not even finish half of it. i'm so damn full~

today's driving was fun! i learn parking, and up slope thingy. biting point getting much better, and at least i feel that i'm beginning to progress.

uber tired now... not enough sleep~ ahhhh! Justin is spectacle free now! just like me! but seriously speaking... i kinda miss my old "Peter Parker" days... in which i'll carry books around the school with a decent looking spectacle.

how the environment has changed me~ Parker no more!

8th September 2008

I'm kinda like.. anti someone now..

i hear this person's voice, i feel kinda turn off.

glad i don't have to face this person everyday or every week. anyways, this person chooses to ignore me, not even a HI when walking past me. so, i can't help but to keep silent as well.

not too long ago...

i was chatting with this girl on msn...

she added me like.. 5-6 years ago? and it was kinda funny that we did not delete/block one another from msn after so many years. consider the fact that i delete and block ppl so frequently, and ppl does the same thing to me as well.

so i decided to just start a chat with her.

amazingly, both of us kinda remember our first conversation, and she even remembered sms-ing me (in which i dun really rmb)

as she needs to study, i told her to go ahead and not bothered about me.

"I should be fine surfing the net, as long as i dun stumble across porn sites which has lotsa virus"

that's like one of my last words... we bid farewell... and till now i have not seen her online. LOL!!

okay, my attempt of trying to be friendly kinda backfire ah? but for some reason i feel like chatting with her again. but she's like.. sec 4 this year? since when wiLL will like someone so much younger than him~

im getting disillusion about getting a gf older than me, becuz, i keep staying with my group of guys friend, i don't seem to be able to know more ppl.

holidays are here, i submitted my FYP, and receive a email from Tan ST, with the criteria of the 1st interim submittion. and it seems like... out of the many criteria, i only hit 1 or 2 out of the 6 criterias there are -.-

left about 6 more months in SP, and i dun feel that i miss this school alot~ poly is just slightly better than my secondary school. in sec schools, those ppl are childish, but in poly, ppl are hypocrites.

Every man for himself.

most people will only suck on you if you have something to give. my result ain't fantastic, no lich found near me.

but i'm actually "lich" to quite a few friends of mine =X.

hypocrites making life a little difficult for me in class or in school sometimes, but glad i still have some friends who have no motive and just ought to have ultimate fun when school ends.

currently waiting for Ah Beng's "Holiday Plan". once he's done with he planning, i should be off flying to some remote island, staying with the aborigines or the diablos.

kh bro has been really hard working ever since getting into NTU mechanic engineering, he told me that he MUST study/revise 3 hours daily, i guess except Saturday?

and he is really doing so, and he gives me the feeling that he is going to be the top 10% in NTU school of mechanical engineers~

he gets more and more hardworking as he progress in his education.

while im getting slackier and slackier. can't imaging myself in the U with this kinda attitude.

anyways, kh promise me chomp chomp next friday or saturday, hope he can get an "off" day for himself.

just recently, i read that Singapore's inflation rate drop by like 1% or 1.5%

so things should be cheaper?

i'm afraid not, McDonald's has recently raise their menu price by 10 cents.

Firstly, they remove my fav garlic chili, now... they increase the price. ahhhh~ i still love to eat Mcdonald's, though i dun eat it very frequently, but... why all these changes~

for some reason, i'm quite reluctant to go clubbing, i guess, i prefer more ppl to go ba... the more the merrier~

if only like 4 person, i'll feel abit uneasy, and seriously speaking, clubbing place ain't really my type of place, though i have to admit i really like the place to some extent.

as of now, i hate holidays.

cuz im spending money faster.

and

i have to feed a Broke|Jason (LOL) when we are out. okay, just joking, jason dun angry k.

i'm not saving... and traveling expenses is currently burning my pocket. and i'm not taking any part time job to feed my spending habit.

ys said she will treat me McDonald's very soon becuz she's currently working for London Weight Management, which was a job i introduced her quite sometime ago, and she's still able to get a PT job during hols with them.

recently, this friend of mine kinda struck me.

so i decided to google her out.

and of cuz i manage to google her out, and drop her a msg via livejournal, hope she will reply, just tht how is she~

i like my new blogskin. clean and good. Black is exquisite simplicity.

i have no idea why kenny like to poke kidney so much, a few days back when i was chatting with him, i tell him that i'll need to afk as the children are crying, he asked me to poke their kidney? and currently, his msn nick goes something like "f i hava a 11th finger, i would grab both of ur hands, and poke ur kidney wif tat"

i'm suppose to be sleeping now as i have an early driving lesson tmr, but i'm still lurking around the internet.. i'm kinda sick of my driving lesson, i feel that i'm like not learning anything, and i still dun get the fucking reason why is there a need to change gear when we are doing a turn, so difficult to coordinate.

i'm writing rather randomly today

becuz

my thoughts are random.

a song to sum up my week. enjoy.

6th September 2008

super... duper... tired.

stayed overnight in school on thursday, and suppose to sleep as friday's event is 9am, and we need to wake up at 7am. tried to sleep at 3am, but... I CAN'T GET TO SLEEP!.

i will upload photos of the monopoly challenge once i got the photos yea~

waaaa... aches all over my body... swim... run... weights(carrying of tables and chairs =X)...


feel

so

unappreciated

3rd September 2008

Beat that! went swimming in the afternoon with Justin, and i shall be going swimming again tmr. As well as jogging.

Why a sudden sports addiction? firstly... NAPHA is edging closer, and... i'm quite determine to get a GOLD/SILVER. and... my age is really catching up yea~~ X.X

I did not work for this IT show, non went for a walk~

Belamy went walk walk with HY, and saw my ex... and... i was rather pissed as she said something nasty about me to them =( . I guess i'll just swallow them, since we are alrdy the past. I just hope... she just put everything behind and stop bad-mouthing me infront of others.


I DO HER NO WRONG IN THE 2 YEARS 6 MONTHS RELATIONSHIP

Tried, i did.

Left, she did.

anywayssssss

Justin and I went for a swim this afternoon, and, ironically, we had dinner at Fish & Co -.- we wasted all our effort to swim.

went for a haircut... and yea... i cut it really really really really...... Short.

Okay, not like it's GI~ but.. it's shorter as compared to my usual messy hairstyle. SO it's much neater now.

AND!

I almost bought a Kenneth Cole watch for $200 plus on impulse! crazy!

Enter Vincent Watch

me: WA!! SO NICE!! hello (directing to shop assistant) don't mind help me with this?(point to the watch)

Justin: wa, nice leh, but i think you have like... 2 watches kinda similar to this?

me: GOT MEH??!!!! but this is so nice! Miss, how much is this?

SA: i can drop the price to $220 if you are to pay with cash. Currently we are selling at $269

Justin:I think you better consider lor, you got so many watches liao...

Me: but this is so nice!

Justin: hmmm.. the face of the watch looks abit small ah

Me: but this is so nice!

Justin: you want go other place and take a look?

Me: but this is so nice!...

okay... i only have 1 dialogue in this whole episode... but it really look so nice! but yea... Justin hit me with a 100 kg hammer and knock me to realise that... yes... i have 2 watches similar to this. 1 is SWATCH, another i bought it in some funny shop for around $50~

Skip the watch saga.

Went into some funny shop~ looking for trips to bintan or penang... but the ppl there don't wanna entertain me? maybe cuz i wear till too... low class? i shld have flash my credit cards infront of them ah! lame..

Anyways,

Something really funny here! Lyrics below.



This is freakin' brilliant—whoops! I started way, way, way too early. What? No. Just keep going? Yeah, it's fine. Cheers.

This is freakin' brilliant.
The embarrassment I endure
I thought I saw an angel
I was completely sure
She smiled at me on the subway
Turned out she was a man
I didn't know until I tried to sleep with her
After 8 black and tans

But she was beautiful, She was beautiful
She was beautiful, I swear
When I saw her face, it was in a crowded place
And I didn't see the bump right here
I shouldn't've drank so much beer.

Yeah, she had one lazy eye
But I couldn't tell in that light.
You should have seen the look on my face
When we got home that night.
And I said, "What the----oh my! Can we turn off the lights?"
But she just took off her clothes and my lust turned to fright.

But she was beautiful, She was beautiful
She was beautiful, I swear
When I saw her face, it was in a crowded place
And I didn't see the bulge right here.
Why did I drink so much beer?

No no no no no,
No no no no no no,
No no no no no no!

But she was beautiful, I promise she was beautiful
You gotta believe me she was beautiful, I swear.
I bet a flock of angels had smiles on their faces
As they watched me almost hook up with her—him—her—him—oh, gosh.
But it's time to face the truth
I got drunk and made out with a dude.

2nd September 2008

I Knew I Love You - Savage Garden

This sound is good! I Knew I Love You by Savage Garden, i have one of their albums~ okay, for those with slow internet connection like me, just press the "PLAY" button once, and wait for it to load, the video quality is fantastic, and you can view it full screen.

The female lead in this video.. is none other than Kristen Dunst a.k.a Mary JANE Watson from the "Spiderman" series. She looks bubblier last time. now~ she looks a bit anorexic, perhaps, slimming down for the "Spiderman" sequel and also to look slim with long legs for "Wimbeldon".

The MV is good right? Comparing to the MV of today's English songs... arrrghhh... they simply suck! lack the element of LOVE in the video~ but i find this adequately good!





Heaven Knows - Rick Price

Maybe my love... will comeback... someday~ haha~ if she meant to leave you. she will never come back, and if she nv meant to leave you... no matter how far she is, she's always just "next" to you... OMG.... ghost story huh...

Long hair on a guy was the trend~ i doubt i'll ever look good with long hair.






Truly, Madly, Deeply - Savage Garden

Sorry for another SG's MV... but theirs were one of the best love songs around. And is always one of the most sort after by people. I kinda feel bad for the Guitarist, whom is the vocalist's partner... it seems that the vocalist is having more of the "AIR" time than his partner~ lol.. poor thing





Like A Rose - A1

One of the most sort after boy band in the 1990s'. Their songs were... sadly... over shadowed by then Best Boy Band - N'SYNC, but nonetheless, their love songs were fantastic.

Don't bother finding their web page, it has close down since... i guess... 2004? or 2005.

Sad to say, my sisters and i hate Mark from this band, cuz he simply looks gay~

Last time, young girls were all hoping to get Ben Adam as their Boyfriend! haha... kinda reminds me of the Jonas Brothers now, reported that.. In Singapore, there are Students quarreling and "not friend-ing" one another, becuz... they were quarreling who shall have Nick Jonas as their Boyfriend! wells~...





Love Me - Collin Raye (sang by hazel)

Tell you... the world is so small! if i am right... she's my good friend's Girlfriend! haha! and i remember i keep disturbing this friend of mine while we were at Rendang having fun! he told me to join SP Wakeboarding cuz there's 3/4 of the members are girls~ lol =X


anyhows, hazel has fantastic voice, though a slow start, but she proceed on very smoothly. I wanted to post Love Me by Collin Raye, but since i stumble across a friend's video, why not just publicise her for free?

Rajy boy got such a talented GF... errghh! jealous!!! =X





What About Now & Swing Swing - B.I.O.M

Bring It On Mama! They won a band battle on 30th August! ZOMG! CHRISTINA ROXXXX!! how can i get to know her?! =X Come on~ friends yea? Dun think too much.

and

JASON LEE! ENAJ IS STILL MY FAVOURITE! DUN ANY HOW SAY SAY K! =)


ahhh.. she's so cute...

Disclaimer: I own none of the videos above. And i took great pain to find them on the web, because a lot of bastards do not want to put up the "embed" for people to copy them out. Please do not ask me to send you the videos, i own none of them, you can get them by just "google" it.

2nd September 2008

wiLL: "Mum, it's been awhile since the whole family go oversea, shall we go some place like... japan or austrialia?"

mum: "huh? alot of money one you know anot?"

wiLL: "mummy rich what??!!! scare what!"

mum: "cannot la, baby kai still small... kaizel so troublesome.. claire got school... still have to bring maid... too much things to handle, you want go malaysia i can sponsor you."

Okay! fine! i shall go malaysia den! better then staying in Singapore right?

But i'm thinking of going JB first... just go there walk walk... and... is like only 30mins from my house to JB! is nearer than going to town! haha!


aiya... lazy to blog liao.. hahah =X

31st August 2008

I'm currently in my most hardworking period of my life.

Staying at home doing FYP! aha! yes! (zr,xabo,kenny,pat... dun escape this fact)

I've told myself to do 1.5k words per day, or about 4 pages per day. If let say i did not do my part today, it will be forward to the next day, meaning, i have to complete 3k words or 8 pages of report! 6^^

Anyhow, went for Charis band concert or band battle yesterday. ahhh~ she's cute =)

She's my friend's friend, knew her thru my friend, she's from cheerleading! haha~

but before Jason and i went for the concert, we went to school for meeting, and... ummm.. slept at Clementi...

Ya... we slept under one of those "uncle's hut" which looks like this :-



haha! my creativity flows again!

It looks something like that, and we have to face the greatest challenge of our lives by evading the burned incense(spelt this way?)paper that's flying towards us.

We dun have a choice, we are both tired, and we are 2 hours 30mins away from the start of the concert, the only place which provide us with dry seats, is ironically, the old man's hut.

Slept we did, woke up and ate "Tang Yuan" before proceeding to Buona Vista.

Aha~ SPSE's MC 08 is next friday! and during yesterday's meeting, while Jeremy was saying,"As our event edge closer" , i did not really bother as... how many million times i have heard it? and how many billion times we have postpone it.

But to my suprise... the event is next friday! ZOMG! how backtrack i am~

Not the point here, anyhows, the concert is fun! and the bands' names are.... CREATIVE AS WELL!

Missing Tools certainly knows what they are missing...
Off really turns me off with their introduction, though the vocalist rock the house with "Big Girls Don't Cry"
The Slackers are made up of a group of really slacker looking underage youth~
B.I.O.M stands for Bring It On Moron, and this is because they were quarreling with the instructors, and they called the instructors Morons... ahahah! why not mofo? =X

All of them look so well trained, they don't look like they only practise for 3months!... well... i learned piano for 6 months, and i still have not complete a score =X

ultimately, it's down to the vocalist battle, as... from what i hear, the team with the better vocalists, are B.I.O.M and OFF... and both of them has female vocalist with very fantastic vocal. while the remaining of the team has Male Vocalist, trying so hard to sing... in which... I applauded for their effort!

Christina is sooooooo cuuuuteeeee! haha! =X

anyhows... have to confess something here...



HE HAS COME TO BE THE CUTEST BABY TO LIVE ON EARTH CURRENTLY! <3 <3 <3

26th August 2008

I was announced "dead" at 8pm Yesterday.

"revive" at 12am to study for Contract Admin.

And till now, i've not sleep~

Maybe my tiredness also affected my appetite as i barely touched my dinner.

Studied the whole morning today, but i still feel demoralise because the way i answer those questions... so briefly... that as though i did not study at all, even though i did~

Get out of home early as i wanna meet tommy and gang.

I saw my dad across the street... and i'm like.. ZOMG! WHY IS HE WAITING FOR A CAB AT 7AM!!! SO RICH AH!!! PEAK HOUR SIO!!!

Okay... just glad exams are over, but... i still have so much things left undone... and... i'm not really very happy that the holidays are here~

i've planned to do some workout during the holidays, to make good my heart condition?

Okay, no doctor says that i have heart problem or disease or whatsoever!! but i just feel that... i'm not in the best of shape at the moment, and i really need to work out instead of doing E-sports~

Went out with Z I J after exam has got to be the best DESTRESS thing to do! as usual.. Zhi Li with his usual jokes.. Justin with his usual fickle minded decisions... Ivan with his funny songs...

Got back to school at 2pm~ went to clubhouse to "sleep" till 5pm... and i totally forgotten abt the BBQ stuff i'm suppose to take, so i guess i won't be bringing any stuff from school to ECP, i'll buy them ba~

Mummy say she will sponsor my class FOOD for our bbq.. so Sweet of her!! haha~ the pathetic $135 i can spend, are only left with $5 now? Deducting the BBQ food and Pit... i'm left with $5, and i've not buy any thongs(NOT G-STRING), forks, spoons, and etc...

i'm imbian tired now... but my mind is full of thoughts~

fucking lazy la... FUCK OFF! not in the best of mood today~ =(

25th August 2008

I was woke up by a MENACE at 9am!!!! Asking me to "Eat Noodles!". AND I BLOODY HELL SLEPT AT 4am!!!

Here's some photo of the Menace:






Name: Kaizel Tan
Birth Place: Unknown
D.O.B: Unknown
Favourite Past Time: Cry, Cry, Cry, Cry
Hobbies: Torture his beloved Uncle to wake up to eat noodle at 9am, Territories his Uncle's computer space, Cry so loud until his Uncle has to give in to him

While i'm trying to catch some nap now before embarking on a journey of "CONTRACT ADMIN", he keeps crying... and crying... and crying....


and crying...


and crying...


and crying...


which left me with no choice but to on my computer and do some unproductive stuff like gaming and surfing the net.

Okay, time for unproductive moments.

Bye!

24th August 2008

Does "Thunder" reminds you of your ex?

Maybe not for me, but a lot of people are leaving comments behind saying things like "It reminds me of my ex" , "i really miss my ex after hearing this song"

yea.. like you all say.. it's EX!!! so dun think about it le!!! learn from me!!! i ain't thinking of her anymore!!! =X

Okay, consider the increasing readers (i think there is?) of my blog, i decided to change my skin to something more mature, and in which something in which i can put on video. My previous skin have some problems with putting up links. and i'm getting sick of the emo-ish look of my blog.

And here! there it is! something you can find in Blogger's Template. Exquisite Simplicity.. LOVE IT!

Kinda bored on a rainy Sunday. So perhaps i can write something about Jane here.

Okay, i'm trying to find a "Jane" photo online, but can't find any. But here's why I Love Jane, and who is Jane.

JANE

I know no JANE in my life. Yes... Not a single girl i know by the name Jane.

One fine day, going back home from SP. i was on the Jurong East train towards Marina bay, so, i'm standing at the ... how do i say that... you know the intersection joint of train? The middle of 2 cabins, where you can only stand.

i stand there, as there's no seat left for me. While the train door is going to close... a girl rush in, and stand opposite me. She's wearing a GIRL'S SCHOOL T-shirt. St Francis? not too sure which girls school.

And is kinda like.. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT for me... she gave me the feeling that her name is Jane.

And Jane is suppose to be :-

Loving
Mature
Understanding
Pretty

and a few more qualities, in which, i'm lazy to mention all.. okay.. not so GODDESS! but just someone in which i'm looking for. And the 4 i mentioned is the few most important aspects i'm looking at.

Though she also gives me the feeling she's attached, but it didn't stop me from looking at her. I took a few short glances at her once in a while... and i realised she keeps looking down.

as from JE to Yew Tee is only 4 stations, i will be alighting sooner or later, and ther's an urge to ask her for her name and number! But... I dun have the courage/lion heart to do such a thing.

Thus, i alighted at yew tee, with the image of Jane, intact deep in my mind.

I know i won't see her again, and even if i were to, i don't think i'll remember her looks~ but this short 4 station trip has created an impression of her on me.

I won't "love Jane" forever. but it's just....

I'm Still Looking For My Jane. =(

23th August 2008

My new feel good song




Thunder - Boys Like Girls

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

21th August 2008

ZOMG! CLUBBING IS DAMN DAMN FUN!

my exams are not over yet... but... it is aisheng's birthday! so must go and club! lol!

Charline was unable to get into PHUTURE as there's no LADIES NIGHT for the club, and she was late in purchasing her entry.

So one of the jokes is...

Security Guard :" In Phuture, there's no LADIES NIGHT, you have to pay $25 to get 2 complimentary drinks, and entry to the club"
William to Charline :" The person say, in future, meaning next time, there will no longer have any LADIES NIGHT!"

And i turn around and realise i'm standing infront of PHUTURE

LOL!

Well~ first time here! cannot help to be a little kuku right? =X

Went into Zouk, and today is mambo night, and to me, it seems like a night for the MUTE as you can see alot of retarded standing on top of the podium, doing hand signal according to the lyrics of the song. It certainly look like they are mute, and doing hand gesture to the song~ lame.

Mambo ish no wiLL, i got sick of mambo. Once i finish my vodka, i just went straight to PHUTRE (charline can't go, so she went home alone).

is... abit cramp~ no space to dAnce, and the music are all hiphop! and i just groove to the songs! but seeing aisheng, xabo, ben hao, patty stand there like log =.= sian~ nvm, don't care.

wiLL = Music = wiLL

I dance from like 12am to 4am nonestop~ and the blasting songs actually kinda make me temporary deaf on my left ear now.

This is my first time clubbing, my first night out, so i just feel like Dancing and walking around having fun.

But i want and i have to learn the skill of FISHING from tommy! so i observe from a close distant on how he actually get the girl he wants. But is it my presence that brings him bad luck? all the girls he approaches all dun want to dance with him!

So, seeing him failing so many times, i felt demoralised and just lean against the wall of the Dance floor.

Perhaps my cool posture was really cool (or maybe the place i stand obstructed someone), i actually attracted a girl, who pulled me by my arm and chatted with me for 5 mins~ she already have a man by her side, but it was just some casual chat between me and her.

She asked me to go find a girl... come on la! where got so easy? i ain't prince charming! and i'm so thin! the girls wanna hug those got muscle kind one... hug me bone nia! lol!

So anyways, back to my grooving to the music~ damn nice and shiok! i pop in a tequila shot, which kinda like heat up my chest a little, and continue dancing. and from no where in hell or heaven, a girl pushed me from the back, got infront of me, with her back facing me, she standed dancing infront of me.

Her ass is rubbing my jeans, and she's bending up and down! Kenny see liao damn high! and i was feeling helpless, and i keep calling jon to help me, but JON HUE LAN ME!!!!!!!!!!

and her ass rubbing wasn't enough, she began using her leg to rub me! okay, as a MAN~ i have my left hand on her waist and just entertain her... but... i can't even find her waist?! and i didn't even manage to look at her la~ ummm... dunno la, i got a feeling she like get the wrong man lor~ i dun think she even know how i look like? and her seduction spell on me didn't work out well as im wearing a skinny, in which, her attempt of rubbing me did not stimulates me... and i dun feel sexually high from her actions.

Okay, pretty obvious i'm not interested in her as i did not hold on to her, and frankly speaking... if i like her, i also won't be holding on to her as well~ just.. so not me... i don't have the courage to hold any girls now... perhaps after a few more clubbing session? =X

Slowly but surely, she danced off~ o.O.

the place is so packed, i saw JJ Lin, nothing impressive about him~ and the place is like... 10 men to 1 girl? and out of the 10 men, 7 are those NS man~ they can't dance for nuts... which blind girl would actually dance with them~

Saw quite a few erotic kisses o.O... I ALSO WANT!!!!! I WANT!!!!!

My eyes were on those older girls~ young little girls kinda bores me~ i can't imaging myself kissing them in a pub... OMG! i want those seductive girl!

I saw 1 guy, kissing with a girl... his hands is like... going to take off the girl's shirt... and i think it kinda turns the girl off... and the girl walks off... come on la young man~ u know how to kiss anot? Kiss can lead to sex, but from the actions you have done, you are not even respecting the girl lor~ retard, she should have chosen a more perfect kisser like me to make her day.

Reached home, bath, lie down 10mins... den went market~ perhaps i'll only sleep tonight~

OKAY! MORE CLUBBING AFTER EXAMS!! PLEASE DUN STOP THE MUSIC!!!

18th August 2008

12:39pm.

Woke up 9am to eat... vegetarian noodles =.= . SO KIND OF MY MUM! WHO ASK HER SON WHO SLEPT AT 3AM AND WOKE UP 6 HOURS LATER JUST TO EAT VEGETARIAN NOODLES!.

and yes... I'm left with 2 days to study for my next exam...

and yes... I've not started studying...

and yes... I still miss my ex (miss and love is different thing)...

and yes... I've done nothing but dota (watching replays and playing) for the pass few days...

and yes... I have lotsa noob friends who play dota as well...

and yes... I'm simply lazy...

and yes... I wish to get a new girl when clubbing after exam...

and yes... I'm looking for someone older than me...

and yes... I'm still waiting for the fucking UOB to send me my Credit Card before i go on a shopping spree...

and yes... I'm not a gay, try stripping your lovely sister in front of me and see who gets the better of one another...

and yes... my FYP is stucked...

and yes... my computer is going to die within the next 6 months or so...

and yes... i find soo wei's voice cute on radio...

and yes... i'll just fail CT (for sure)

and yes... clubbing after exams...

and yes... leave me alone...

16th August 2008

once again...

i'm being associated with GAYS again...

firstly, there's this gay association contacting me.. followed by emails inivting me to gay party.. and now... someone added me on msn, asking whether am i a homo/metro/hetero or bi?

"I'm a hetero with a little metro, but i'm still fine as a man"

Last time i thought i'm a bi cuz i'm kinda attracted to seeing guys, until 1 day i was damn turn off with this "summer season" guy, who wore a damn tight white shorts.

This short pants are fashion for dunhill? i forgotten which brand, for their summer fashion 2008. it looks good on those tall ang mohs with deep eyes and hairy legs and big crotch.

Why would it look good on short legged, plain features young man of singapore? that guy should seriously take up some fashion course, i believe he is from interior design or something~

and the worst thing is, he seems to wear the same white pants everyday? though i admit wearing the same jeans 3 times a week. but jeans quality are made in such a way, you do not really have to wash them, just put them out to air, they will be as good as washed.

okay! clubbing after exams! 2 more papers to go!

and now

is back to dota!

10th August 2008

My heart like got abit of problem siooo...

It happen on 1 fine monday, when it suddenly hurts a lot. the pain subside after 30mins, but right now, every now and then, i'll feel a slight pain... GGGGGGGGGG

so if i were to collapse and travel up to meet GOD (for those who curse me to go to hell, curse you back!), i guess it will be some heart failure or something.

woke up in the morning by a phonecall, asking for maid at 1pm. well, not possible, we need at least 1 week of getting a maid, telling her the address, and settle the terms with the client... so he was rejected!!

woke up, bath, went clementi for breakfast.

went to this coffee shop which has "BOTAK JONES", and it reminds me of...

1 fine dinner last year, was having dinner with joy, liying, xue qin and jason... back then i was still with tricia.. and so happen her cell group and her was having dinner there as well.

we arrived much later than her cell group, thus, her friends and her finished dinner, while our food were still being prepared.

Tricia join me and my friends, while the rest of her cell group members went home or something after the dinner. So she just sit there and watch us eat.

and what sial? liying suddenly go all EMO sio! scary.... suddenly became very very very quiet... and... emo... lol... kinda scary... dunno what to say or do =X

OMG! tests are next week! exams are in 2 weeks time! and yet again! i'm blogging when i have a test tmr! imba!

anyone have nice good computer games to lend me? i'm sick of dota~ especially entertaining noobs(i'm not pro, but... it really piss me off to be scolded,"oei noob, what u doin? keep pulling creep, our tower falling la"). so pls! new games, fun and roaring, please lend me! if not, i'll be crossing over the causeway to take a look.. hehehehehe....

bored...

pissed by a phonecall,"WILLIAM! I LOVE YOU!".. ggggg..

dun come telling me I LOVE YOU when you are dead drunk.

FUCK OFF

6th August 2008

finally...

went for some work up...

YES!! FINALLY!!

went for soccer for about 2 hours or so? and went jogging on the 8th lane for 2 rounds.

And i feel some heart pain during my 2nd round, and decided to stop once i reached the finishing line.

For now, this is my limit. i have not been sporting for quite sometime(since my surgery and those weekends work), thus, suddenly got a feel of going to sweat it out!

my foot hurts now, and i have rashes all over my back! and i think this is like the first time i have rashes~ haha~

okay, i have to aim for GOLD for my NAPHA(or NAFA?)!! yes!! i want to go OCS!!

For the past 2 months, i have been having Green Tea everyday without fail, and i realise, Peach Tea is not what i need every day anymore! Is Green Tea! I NEED GREEN TEA! and i have not taken my does of green tea today! i'll be drinking it later.

wa...

feeling damn emo~

is it because of the exams? or... about the relationship thingy? lol.. the relationship thing is damn funny, i told jason and jon this theory of mine... and kinda make some sense in them~

and otaku jon said something in which i have to say... I TRULY AGREE!

well, is not what he really said about girl, but is just a metaphor? he use to describe his ex-gf.

"She is just like water... taking up any shape of the container(guy) that she is in"

though he said he doesn't like this kind girl because if so, they lack character... well... true..

BUT I LIKE "WATER"!

..

Green... Tea... time...

5th August 2008

bored~

feeling lonely!

3rd August 2008

Beast Master|Lich|Zeus|Axe|Luna

v.s

Storm Spirit|Omni Knight|Skeleton King|Terror Blade|Warlock

3rd game in a day for team Stepping Stone, and it prove too much of a mental block as we did not think of any strategy and game plan for our 4th game.

Game started well when Team S.S is owning owning the top lane. With only luna as their sole carrier and late gamer, team S.S is looking for a early catching game and depend on luna to clear the oppenent.

Team PPK, with 3 carrier and an imba healer. things have got to be tough for team S.S.

2nd last engagement turns out in favour of team S.S when Beast Master saw a lone Storm Spirit hiding in the ancient creep area near the scourge base, and the other 4 hero were in the lane, trying to push up.

Primal roar on storm spirit plus a few other spells were just enough to finish off this overfarmed hero. Team S.S manage to clear Team PPK, but came the last battle, in which, saw team S.S being cleared by the opposition team.

Have to say.. i'm really proud of this team! because we won 3 out of 4 games. eventhough i still feel abit sore now... 3 games should ensure us a semi-final berth, but we were told that our bracket needs to play an additional round before we can be in the semis~ which is really unfair to us.

Respect to the following players:-

S.S | Otauk Jon a.k.a Jon
S.S | muscle a.k.a CA
S.S | zzzzrrrr a.k.a ZR
S.S | SHOW a.k.a JY
S.S | Darky a.k.a Dom

thanks all of you for your effort!

<3

30th July 2008

IIIMMMBBA TEAM Stepping Stone!!

Featuring:-

S.S | Otaku jon
S.S | zrrrr
S.S | .broken
S.S | muscle
S.S | treant

lol

okay.. this makeshift team won the first round of DOTA competition in Moberly. Total pawnage of the oppenent! we didn't know we can actually win anyone! becuz.. practically.. we are losing every single practise match.

I'm not even targetting a 2nd position (1st goes to kenny and gang for sure!) as it is really a makeshift team, with 2 players who started dota recently.

able to make it to last 16 is already a very honorable thing to me... ain't asking for anything much.

Today... as usual... have to sit in between meisy and riberd.

Of cuz i care for meisy so i'm helping her... and comes to think... only the very very last week to tahan, and meisy can avoid sitting beside berd forever.

but the reason why is there such awkwardness btw them is becuz the break up wasn't mutual! after about 2 years, they broke off... and the broken relationship is being left there... ebb away as time past~ what i can do as a friend now.. is to sit... where i shall be sitted... and keep quiet.

went to an "invited to all President" F1 briefing cum interview session today... and realise is not really INVITED after all as there is a booth written "Walk-In". wellllll.. the email wrote it in such a way, that i'll be given an ambassador's role, and it gives me the feeling that i'll be standing next to Lewis Hamilton, and telling him how great SP is, and i support Michael Schmaucher till now even though he has retired.

And yes... i only know M.Schmaucher and Lewis Hamilton.. and i don't really like Lewis Hamilton due to the fact that he's taking up a lot of pages in "The New Paper" sport's column, leaving soccer news squeezing and struggling for breathing space( I love soccer).

so... while thinking whether should i be attending the briefing, i saw jason, lewis (not Hamilton), asurf? ashurp? i have no idea how to spell his name, and benjamin. since it has been a while that i've mixed with them, so i tht i shld jus have fun with them as i have been rather occupied with alot of things for the past few weeks.

They taught me a way on how to skip the briefing, and go straight for the interview. and YES!!!!!! I DID IT!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

apparently, the 2 female ushers, they are cute, but i still lied to them, believe me of my "toilet" story, allowing me to attend the interview as i have valid reason. while talking to them, they seem more interested in me, than the things i said.. LOL!!! =X that's what jason told me, i didn't noticed that!

after interview, went for lunch with them.. gosh!! they are damn funny!! it has been a while since i actually laugh my lungs out! and actually forgotten i have lotsa stuff to be done.

so one of the many lame jokes was actually about war.

as most of us should know, dunno whether is it true or not. During war, on a battlefield... you are not suppose to kill the enemy's medic.

we dun carry guns, so we dun understand the logic of why the medic ain't suppose to be killed. we all thinks that the medic should be the first one dead as if he "revives" the enemy, we might be the one being gunned down by them!

so imagining all the medic chiong to your front line, climb up the walls and standing infront of u? YOU CANNOT SHOOT HIM! And the medic takes out his safety pin and start poking you. YOU CANNOT SHOOT HIM! And the medic, feeling that the safety pin is not dealing you any dmg, uses the first aid kid and K.O you on the head? YOU STILL CANNOT SHOOT HIM!

If that's the case, just get all rifleman to dress up with the medic cross over their shoulders... and that's it!! battle's WON!! enemy CANNOT SHOOT medic.. so u jus breeze walk into their base... and "ALLYOURBASEBELONGSTOMINE" cheat code activated.

but apparently, i was the one laughing the loudest as i imagine the whole scenario.. lol... still got lotsa jokes.. but ain't funny typing it out.

CLS SPORTS MANIA

haha~~ fun to watch, nice to watch.. really enjoyed... really shout my lungs out as i win myself $10 from choosing the winning side... JASON PLEASE IBANK ME THE MONEY!!

farhan was damn funny... but... wiLL just dislike malays... he is funny, and i don't want to make enemy with him... so i better dun know him any deeper... as we cfm will become enemy.. haha.

but the best part of this CLS sports mania is not the sport... but.. a...

GIRL

yesh~ finally got to know her name, her secondary school, her age... and her course? should be DOPT... not too sure.

happy in some ways... VERY VERY Unhappy in many ways.

the fact about wiLL:- i ish not gay, aisheng pls stop telling ppl im gay pls. i dun see girls! yes.. i dun see guys either. i just dun really look into girl's eyes or look ard for pretty girls all right.

but just this year, there's this "Flower Bag Girl" who caught my attention due to her mesmerising pair of eyes.

the fact about wiLL's history : i only look at girl.. ONCE. if i take a second glance, it means the girl is attractive... but once i take the THIRD glance.. this girl must be attached.

and yea... i always take more than 3 glances at her!

okay... still not sure whether is she taken... but according to my history book, most likely she is.

okay... perhaps being single for 5 months makes me feel lonely... and brother jason has got his sight set upon a year 2 girl... haiz... he always get his fish... while wiLL always wait for winter to happen in singapore.

CLUBBING

yes! read this! i will go clubbing with xabo and gang the next time they ask me!

reject them until i abit paiseh.. and seriously speaking... i don't have the "GOOD BOY" look in which ppl would believe that i have not club before. and who believes me when i habour the thought of going for a tattoo on my back, and what stopping me now is just the designing part?

just recently, got to know who was xabo's GF.

as it happen to be a girl, who's always with guo ying. and guo ying was a good friend of mine during my sec sch days. you know in school.. or in life..

though there are so many ppl walkin past you everyday, but it is sure you will rmb some of their faces, just that you do not know thier names and you wouldn't bother to know their names either.

and from what i know xabo...

i don't think he is those who goes smoking, clubbing and emo-ing kinda guy. cuz he looks stronger den he appears to be.

knowing from his friends that he turn to all these after breaking up with the girl, reminds me of what i've done last time when cat broke up with me.

Did what xabo is doing, except for clubbing, and i did more than what he has done. but shldnt go in detail.

emo 101%, but none of my friends know im going thru such a patch as im always seen as a happy person in school.

so during the breakup period.. i actuallly made a few phone calls to cat... in which there's crazy argument and etc...

and thru the arguments... i realise she still loves me alot (back then), and all the more i shldnt be conducting self inflated dmg.

i grew stronger after all those incidents, and she came back to me! though not for long...

after then, i realise how important it is to love yourself first.

knowing how to love yourself first, will then, make other girls to love you for who you are.

I never once act quiet and cool infront of girl. I am just me! in front of the girl i like, i still shout very very loud during CLS sports mania. becuz, i always feel... if she have interest in me... it is me who she likes... and not the 2nd face of me she loves.

anyone of you.. if you are going thru tough patches now...

Be Strong

16th July 2008

aisheng ish gay!!

he manage to find someone's blog, in which, is damn... GAY!!! why he bother to look for that "somebody"'s blog!! RAWR!!

i shall punch his braces off his mouth when i see him anytime soon.

And while chatting with tommy and friends... kinda rmbed i have this dying blog. So thought i can come... leave a message.

HEY! I'M NOT DEAD KAY! just that i'm lazy to blog, and blogging... is getting boring!

nowadays, joe and i were saying "somethings" between me and him. well... now then i know he is on the same boat as me...

"Good Evening Passenger, this is your captain speaking..."

okay.. lame..

and

william is not gay! but william <3 tommy, sk,bobo and patty! =X

spspspspspspspspspspspspspspspspsppspspspsspspspspspspspspsp (don't crack this, you all do not know what is this)

6th June 2008

I just feel that...

This is going nowhere...

Thanks for everything...

31st March 2008

More than 14 hours out together.

And i feel like seeing you now.

sometimes... i feel we are not meant to be together...

28th May 2008

3 down! 2 more to go! RAWR!

the message that meant so much. thank you.

25th May 2008

oh... RAIN?!!!!

wanted to go Ngee Ann find KH bro... but... the rain prevent me of doing so...

wenkai sms me in the afternoon, and asked me this...

"you know tutorial one. why lean concrete need to write the cube thing and reinforced concrete dun need. the threes boy is asking"

OMG! okay... they are studying now... and... i'm still on blogger and watching youtube at the same time! and... i don't even know what is he saying... what is cube thing? how come i don't remember coming across that?

Last Friday was Weimin's Birthday:-

Okay, i suck at using the program paint.. so this is what i've gotten.

^^

we went IMM (the 3rd time in 1 week for me) and bought him a jacket and a shirt... yea... and... ='( we had lunch tgt and sadly speaking... i was left with 50 cents!! ='( so my lunch was paid by one of them... and i have to return it to them on monday! RAWR! stupid resturant... how come they only accept cash?

hey! i took a few photo of baby kaiden! he's so cute la!

it's a little blur.. but hey! he's cute all right! it ain't easy taking his photo okay! whenever the red light comes out, he will start crying.. so i manage to snap this quick enough... and not to my suprise.. he cried shortly after taking this photo =P

has been rotting at home for 2 days, initially wanted to go out on saturday... but... unexpected things happened... so...

and wanted to go out today... who knows it will rain so heavily here~

and i've yet to touch my notes.. G_G.. when should i start studying...

manage to sort my mind clear yesterday night when... i was emo-ing infront of my HP screen. No one chatted with me yesterday night... so... it's a good time for me to straighten my thoughts and etc.

nothing should affect me now, till my exams are over. buck up young man!

what i've gathered

here

and what i know of

now

is that

i have been silently

caring and loving someone

and

i'm not asking anything

in return

how i wish

i can be there for you

when things get rough

the thought of

seeing you

cry

makes me want to step up for you

but

the thought of me

making you cry

makes me want to stop loving you

and here

i'm thinking

i will be contented to see your face everyday

and

i shouldn't ask for

anything

more

till the dawn

i'll always care for you.

24th May 2008

I did not study today. Yea... i'm going to fail my test...


Wait

Waiting

Waited

11.59pm

I shall sign off

22th May 2008

Currently having IT_QS and yet i still have the time to blog!!

I swear to god... i can do the most boring things in the world!

I have to admit i'm "PRO" in google. I can find ANYTHING on google! and while having IT_QS, i found this "person's" blog. In which...

I think i should'nt have read~

"Some people are just out for fun", does it have any hidden meaning behind?

Well, DUNNO LA!!! I'm so lost la!!!

Should I, Shouldn't I?

I just feel that i can't replace him, well, i'm not here to replace him~ but... i just feel that... things ain't so easy here~

Though it seems so easy to ask her out to Mcdonald after a long day, but who knows how deep i've thought to come to a way to ask her out?

<3 <3 <3

I think i really has a low confidence level. Especially this R thingy~ i dun dare to start it la... I feel that... if i have to fit in to this thing now... i would be more like a replacement?

what he has done for her, will always remain as memories for her. So what if i didn't manage to do what he has done for her? Will she demand me to do the things he had done before?

This was what happened to me... and now i'm afraid there will be an encore. =( =( =(

do you know... i just wish to see you smile, and watch you laugh every single day?

I think...

I should...

"WALK ONE STEP, COUNT ONE STEP"

I'm skipping my tattoo session as i'm simply broke now.

I owe my lecturer $100++ for the money i collected from my classmates

Seriously in deep shit~

And just hoping that the $750 i've pumped in for the camp can be reimbursed back to me ASAP.

I'm just contented

20th May 2008

So damn relunctant to blog la~ so tired after going out the whole day. Vesak day people go pai pai... but i go out have fun and enjoy my day out. LoL~

Sometimes just wondering, am i thinking too much? Perhaps.. somehow... i am thinking too much~

I think the word R has got me a little frighten =(

I have to admit i've kinda fall for her in some way... but... i do not want to go on any further with her as i do not want to hurt her

So~ maybe i should say... i'm petrified? LoL~ dunno la~

It has been a while since i have the feeling of protecting some one. Or perhaps it's just infatuation?

Haha~ i know myself very well... no way it's infatuation... BE and CLS got so many hot and attractive girls, yet none turn my head...

When it comes to this evil R word, i'm always very involved. Any girl who's not ready to go far, and when i say far, i mean 1 year, 2 years, 3 years... forever... not 6 months hi and bye, will be condemned by me.

"Have you come across someone, who, love somebody, but never get together with this person as he's afraid of hurting her?" - Infact, i'm the someone.

Forgoing so many shits in my life, and now i have less worries and burdens. So... maybe i should say, this R thingy shouldn't vex me yea?

I think alot la~ maybe i shouldn't think so much and just give it a shot... but... i don't want to be someone irresponsible!

I turned and pulled your arm, there's a feeling to grab you by your hand and walk you through the things you're facing at the moment. But i do not have the courage.

I think... i'm... kinda... hum liao la~ haha... but comes to think, it has been a while since i find someone... so similar to me in so many ways la... why should i let go this opportunity? but am i even good enough for her? do she even like me la?!! madness...

i'm not asking for all her time in the world, what i need is someone to always support me in whatever i do... and comes to think... 2008 liao leh.... which girl will support this crazy guy... who doesn't bother about his own studies and goes emo now and then?

Maybe i shouldn't think too much into this... maybe that's how she treats everyone?

to me... it has been a very happy day for me. and i hope you're feeling good too. I hope i did not do anything wrong today.

somehow i feel like a piece of crap la~ hahaha~ i'm so useless la!

I think i shouldn't think too much into this la... haha~ nights ^^

what matters to me, is that you're happy. and what matters the most, is that i do not want to see you cry.

15th May 2008

A visit to the library, you will realise alot of people are either doing presentation, playing viwawa, or reading up somebody's blog.

Livejournal,blogger,myspace... bla bla bla...

I always see people engross themself reading other people's blog... well... perhaps is a habit? Because i do not go hit around my friend's blog to read. Though i always hit the "next blog" button reading some funny nation's blog.

So talking about this, i decided to read some of my friends blog... and i realise something... and here... i'll tell myself not to read other people's blog again. Because it simply makes me sad!

okay... got to find a life here... most of my friends going NS le... i'll better off rotting myself away at home very soon.

feel kinda sad at the very last min of IT_QS today. Shouldn't say why... and... yes... the very very last min of the tutorial... something happened and i feel sad.

my FYP... despite promising... it has been 2 weeks since i rot... and i'm meeting Mr Chang tmr... haha~

sia la... feeling sad now.. =(

v v v v v v v v v v v v v v long nv feel sad le... muhahahaha~ dunno la...





just want to say
i have change alot
for the better
as i realise the importance
of loving and caring one another
for those who doesn't appreciate me
due to the things i had done last time
i would like to apologize
i'm not asking for forgiveness
but i think, i need to apologize
for all the things i had done wrong
i know
i'm not an easy person
to
talk to
play with
rely on
this is why
i need true friends
in which
i have 3 in my life currently

and

i love the way i am now

and

i love you

13th May 2005

Has been thinking of the lunch i had with hilda a few days back.

The things she said... she really has a matured thinking for a small girl. Well.. she seems like a ping pong, being fool back and fore by Jeremy and gang, but she has a really matured mindset.

It has been a while since i hear a girl saying this...

too bad she's attached... =(

And here... once again... skipping school.

Yes... i feel that i'm kinda G_G. feel kinda regret choosing QS option. well... though not 100% regret and stuff... but feeling abit sick of the QS stuff now.

Not too long ago... met jessica on the train. And to my suprise... she's beginning to like this course alot! and she went back to her ITP company to work part-time. And she's so happy now that there's no more CT and measurement.

And now.. i am... here... suffering from advance measurement... and advance construction... is like i used to suffer undert measurement, and construction... now they are in their advance stage... really G_G

do i need counselling? well... eventhough i know what i want in life, doesn't mean i can just skip school everyday. infact... 3 years ago, i have a choice of either go IJC, SP (DPFM) or go for private diploma. and here... i chooses the 2nd option... and here is where i am....

and comes to think i'm quite lucky to have classmate like yong, who will always help me with my hw. without yong, i would have G_G at year 1... comes to think i'm still alive and kicking at year 3.

simply hates studying... who will imagine a PSLE score 159 student back then when i was pri 6, can survive till now. YES! 159! i could have go Normal Technical!

the only time i remember i really studied, was during Sec 3 and Sec 4 when i suddenly feel that everything were so easy ard me.

and now... i can't even visualise how an entire floor slab lay on top of the beam.... simply don't get it... taking a quick look at all the courses in SP.... nothing is really of my interest.... and suddenly, i feel that i'm back to square 1.... not knowing what i want...

i've told myself not to skip school from tmr onwards... but in reality... how far back i was lacking in class... seriously speaking... i do not know what is Building Economics... the only topic i remember really doing it... was Contract Administration. In which i really look into clauses to come out with conclusion.

So many tutotials i've yet to do... Building econs... AC&Q... IT_QS...

i think i need a real scolding here.

12th May 2008

HERE I AM! ONCE AGAIN! SKIPPING SCHOOL!

Not really skipping, but i'm seriously overdrained from the camp, and my throat is hurting me. Hopefully i'm not too lazy to visit the doctor later to have this troublesome little "boxing bag" lookalike thingy problem solve.

SPSE Camp was superb! Campers were great! Games were fantastic! Everything were simply good!

Some funny things/quotes/actions during the camp. One of it was Jeremy's "African Dance"! LOL! It's not even somewhere near a dance la! it's just jumping vertically up and down lor! haha~ funny guy.

"Follow The Leader" and raise your hand like a nazi, well, after thinking, i've change it! Raise your hand like a nazi, but with your palm facing the sky! LoL~ This came about when i was playing with all my campers the "WereWolf" game. So we have to guess who's the werewolf and have to kill it. So after numerous rounds of the game, I keep making dubious decision and keep saying "Follow The Leader", in which, Leader refering to me!

And i lead all of them to a massacre killing of the innocents, leaving the werewolf winning the game! LOL! Subsequently, they play the game as according to my instruction, which was damn funny la! are they playing the game base on their own judgement, or simply "follow the leader"?!!! MUHAHAHA!!

Nightwalk was good too. Though it almost got me shouting back some niggers who taunted us. But it's always not my likings talking/quarelling to people who are destined to work below my level. It simply brings me down to their level.

Poor Hilda cried like a baby after walking through the first tunnel. Haha~ she's damn cute la, so small size, it just makes everyone wanting to hug her and bring her home. LoL~

Damn Kenneth chase us like some mad dog la! But must give this young chap lotsa credit la! he's fantastic! lol.

Basically everyone were good! (though some were bad!) Chin Xiang and Kenny roux! Joshua's food were good too. Favian and Ci Xiang's effort were great as well~ Aiya... too much names to mention le la!

Under my team (Bluetooth OEI!), there's this cute couple! Julien and Jia Wei... They are damn funny and emo looking when i first saw them. I was told by Julien that Jia Wei was force to come to this camp, and he will leave the first night if it's boring. And guess what? You can hear his voice from start to the end of the camp! =)=)=)=)=)

All right, a few photos i have taken, will post more once i have them yea ^^

willie, kienan, umar, jia wei, julien and chee leng

During wacko!

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5th May 2008

As of 9.31pm.

Im here to declare that i am MORE THAN SURE THAT I WON'T BE GETTING INTO FB!

The factors are:-

1) Only 9 is chosen, out of the 40+ going for the first audition, and i believe another 40+ going for the second audition. Meaning, average only 4.5 people will be chosen on each audition
2) Out of the 4.5 people, about 8 went out to do thier solos (in which most of them sucks, only 2 impressed me) during the freestyle session. I'm not one of them.
3) I did what they thought me in my own style, and as the song and dance is NO WILLIAM ,i know i didn't do what i'm best at during the audition.
4) If they manage to pick 9 people from the first Audition, they wouldn't have the 2nd audition.


End of my story, back to my supper~

4th May 2008

Wassup people!

Friday's meet up with LTA is.... SIMPLY POWER PACK!

They like my idea alot alot alot alot X 20. But just... whether will you all see my idea being implemented in Singapore, has to depend on SMRT as... they wouldn't want to do something which doesn't generates profit. But still... at least i get my point across... ^^

And so... i've decided to update my friendster abit here and there... pathetic friendster profile of mine... for some reasons... there's alot of things i had them, because everyone is playing it. Is like facebook, friendster and etc is no WILLIAM thingy... but i have them cuz everyone is playing it.

so basically i just create an account, and have it updated once every 3 months so people knows that i'm still alive.

Oh~ here's some random pictures from my itp...

I MISS THEM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!

Okay... if anyone from Gammon is browsing through my blog, i promise, once i got the time, i'll run down to visit you all k! =)=)=)

lovelove

1st May 2008

HAPPY MAYDAY!

Yea... not so happy for me... as i waited 30 mins at Boon Lay for 1 person! Yea! waste of time la!

boO~!~!

At least i manage to win 7 bucks from today's MJ session.

Is Jason, KH and QN vs wiLL the king! muahahahaha!

Nothing much in particular today. Just feeling abit guilty and empty as i did not attend school for 2 days.

All right, just somethings here... chee leng forgotten to bring her book her yesterday, and so, being Mr Nice nice, i go BBDC find her and bring it to her.

And here... i swear to god! I DID NOT EVEN FLIP OPEN A SINGLE PAGE OF THE BOOK!

Well, unless i know she's going to write about me (in which nobody will ever do that). If i know she's gonna write about me, i wouldn't have start a stupid blog! well... you have to tract back my previous post to see why i said that.

Nowadays, i feel that i have alot of problem dressing up for school. Is like... my pelvis is getting bigger... and i look like a "I" instead of "V". I was slight V last time as i spend the effort to swim and do some sports which can build my body up. But now... is jus playing soccer, and sitting infront of the comp for long hours after dinner.

So naturally, my bump gets bigger, and now i look like a straight "I". And i bought a berms not too long ago ($89!!!!) as i have been looking for one for quite sometime... and it is so difficult to match la! damn... the berms is nice... but i do not have tops to go with it. should have spend $105 the other time getting the shirt which goes well with the berms.

Well, indeed business is picking up. Month of april has been fantastic for us. but... just... i do not know how long can this thing go~ is like... if one day my employee say they wants to quit... where can i get replacement for them?! and they are damn irresponsible la, which got me v v disappointed and vexed throughout my MJ session.

Cuz now there's like 4-5 clients, in which KH and me serve one of them. the rest are done by our employee... if one day she wants to quit... both of us have to serve the other 4 clients? madness! I have school! i can't quit school now la!

Another biz of mine... which... might suprise some of you reading here... is my FYP PROJECT! it is BIG MONEY PROJECT (really wanna thanks those who rejected me for their FYP group, now i have more drive to get my project to A*).

Gonna meet LTA tmr~ either impress or G_G

Fucking vex, i need a girl~

29th April 2008

OMG! MY JABBA T-SHIRT IS HERE!



Hahaha! after 2 months of waiting, it finally has arrived here in Singapore! For those interested in buying the Jabba T-Shirt, do let me know, i'll help you with the ordering yea!

Wore the shirt for FB audition... and... as the material is cotton, it can be seen "through" when i sweat. And the thing is, NYP only has 1 dance studio? then everyone have to dance outdoor for the 4/8 choreo before we can perform at the dance studio~

all right, just 1 point that i miss about SP... SP have SO MANY DANCE STUDIO, that most of it has not been use for quite sometime!

about 50 over "outsiders" went for the audition, and the President drop everyone a bombshell by saying only <10 will get in.

My chances are slim... so slim slim slim slim~~~~~

If i didn't get in, i'll stop dancing for good. Seriously, there's too much things for me to do now, i need to forgo something. In which, i've forgo having a GF... which is not enough, i still need to forgo 1 more thing so i can balance my life.

I've missed school... for 2 days... not feeling very well.

And being absent for 2 days, some disgusting things happened~ in which... i shall use another case to elaborate this matter.

Not too long ago, my MIO TV contract has expired, and my family is suppose to return the top box and etc to any HELLO SHOP and stuff like that. So, logically speaking, just returning of stuff to singtel, not a trouble right?

So i bring the Top Box, Remote Control, Wires and etc to Woodlands HELLO SHOP. I walked to the front desk, to a good looking lady and said,

Me: "Hi, i'm returning my MIO stuff as my plan has expired, i'm returning on behalf of my dad"
She: "Sorry Sir, may i know how old are you?"
Me: "20"
She: "Oh, you can only return on behalf of your parents if only you're 21"

I got rather pissed by this... is like... what's the major difference between age 20 and 21? except that when you're 21, you got more armpit hair?

Me: "but it is just returning of stuff, why all the trouble of being 21 and needing someone above 21 to return a thing?"
She: "i'll recommand you to ask someone to return this thing on behalf of your dad... Oh, how about your mum? i'm sure she's more than 21!"

is like what the fuck... don't let me see that girl again~ she's like fucking sarcastic. I mean... must she say the last line? "I'm sure she's more than 21". Is like... because she's pissed by what i said, she say something in rebut to my words, so what's with our "EXCELLENT CUSTOMERS SERVICE" ?

She could have sound better by saying ,"I'm afraid only bearers above 21 can return items on behalf of their parents, perhaps you can ask your mum to help your dad to return it. I sincerely apologize for this inconvenience"

Some people are just so "sour" of being put into difficult situation that they simply just do or say stupid things in which it really makes me doubt thier intelligence, or do they even have one?

well, this is just a "SAMPLE CASE" in which i use to elaborate what happened this morning.

For those who read my post, and you feel that you are 1 of them. Please, learn to be more gracious to one another. Don't be such a people hater.

27th April 2008

WEE!! Business is picking up sio!! support us @ Wipes It ^^

Well... my first car should be Audi! The first place i'll drive to is Hillview Condo!! (*secret)


Finally feel the cold hot hard earn money.... feel so... touched~~~


Anyway, here's something to sum up my hweeling.



HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!! MD!!! YOU THINK YOU SUPERMAN ISSIT? WAKE UP YOUR IDEA LA PLEASE!!!! LOL!



A drawing from someone... i feel v touched upon getting this drawing.

It reminds me of.... Cat... who draws for me everytime... well... i keep them safely, so incase got thief at my home, they won't manage to get them. Well~ she's the only person who bothers to draw for me... so... now we have Broken up... no one draws for me anymore.

But... well~~ i still manage to get 1 drawing yea... haha... happy ^^

27th April 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL AND CHEERFUL SISTER!

went to her chalet and saw lotsa ex-greenridgean. more all less knew 1/2 of the people there. lol.

So many ppl went for the chalet la, then is like alot of unknowns came to take drinks from the icebox (where my heart use to be). then is like any cat and dog can take the drink, so i was wondering, what if ppl from other chalet come and steal drinks?

So i decided to be "DRINKS WARDEN" for 1 min. in which.. it didn't work out well.

Ummm... saw some cute girls.... and... yea... dun wanna elaborate more! =( =( =( =(

Went YCK for soccer before heading to my sis's chalet. And... the fact that i've not scored for quite sometime stimulate me to score a goal today. AND I DID!!!

"Cross in from James"

"A powerful header directed towards the goal from William!"

"It hits "SOUP" and it goes past Zidane and... WHAT A GOAL!"

well~ today soccer was fun because i have all the room in midfield! no noah, no gomez. So is william who rules the midfield! muahaahaha!

well, after running and scoring in 20mins. i ciu~ damn tired... can't run anymore. hahaha!

damn~~ fucking tired la!

trying to find some pictures to post here.

All right, my next post will be my JABBA t-shirt and FB audition!..

YEAH!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

24th April 2008

So cute! he's simply sleeping 24/7 la.. haha~

Have camp+monopoly challenge+CCA showcase meeting yesterday. meeting start from 3pm... all the way to 9pm! lol.

Wanted to sms her to get me a peach tea... but... don't wanna trouble her la... and... she seem to be always buzy with some stuff... haha

Oh~ was having lunch at FC 1 today. Saw a girl... i think she's cute la! Her eyes are mesmorizing! but... see see nia la. Totally have no interest in girls now. For some reason, really too buzy to get myself to be involve in such things. Just not the right time now i guess.

Finally, manage to get Kaiden a chinese name. But i'm not very impressed with it. shouldn't elaborate more.

And, finally i got to speak to my new class mates. F4.

They are good dota players la! they are damn into dota one... lol... they are always late for class, and i thought that they are damn funny la! hahahaha~

yesterday, book a meeting room, tgt with kam sum, dawn and Kathy... and... we only use the room for 10mins la! hahaha! Simply do not know what to do... so just go in there and question one another with regards to IT QS.. haha~

some funny equation to share with all of you... enjoy ^^

22nd April 2008

Happy Earth Day!

And let's welcome an Earth Day baby....

KAIDEN BABY!!! DIDI DIDI OEI!!!

21st April 2008

EEEEEEE!!! Damn Er xin and Ke Lian!!!!!

Joy cut her cornea la! omg!

When she told me how she cut her cornea, i feel the pain sia! Gosh~ is like.... her fake nails, jus slice open her cornea! damn.... just imaging this.... it is so painful~ =(

Gladys got some eye problems as well.. God.. please save their beautiful eyes!

All right.

Went City Hall with Ah beng and lurvies. Just hang out and chill.... 1 very weird a.k.a wired thing... Lurvies and Ah beng doesn't talk to one another!

Lurvies went Habourfront after dinner, while ah beng and i went shopping for my sis's gift.

Went Topshop to buy her shirt... tell you what... is damn Expansive.... but i hope she like it.

As usual, when there's a nearby river Island.. i'll definitely go in... and spend!!! So i end up spending $89 on a pair of shorts. and almost spend $105 on a shirt, this is when ah beng says,"william ah... Bugis also have this kind leh, i bring u there and buy la"

LOL!! SO FUNNY LA!! my own money i don't feel the pain, but he's feeling it instead. lol~

Wa... damn PIU lor! Lurvies say that Hui Ping do not know who's William... HELLO? SHE LIVES IN A CAVE IZZIT? WHO DOESN'T KNOW WILLIAM THE KING IN SP? SHE MUST BE JOKING AND LIVING IN HER OWN WORLD! I HATE STRAWBERRY LA!

Okay damn... my sis say she can't wear the shirt i bought her... got to get it chance tmr... sian la! my schedule damn pack la!!

Life's Fun

20th April 2008

Here's a message to whoever who wants to post as passer-by on my tagboard.

If you think you are the 1st passer-by on my tagboard, please be considerate by putting yourself as "Passer-by A" because i foresee alot of people will come posting as "passer-by". So by putting yourself as A,B,C and so on... i can recognise which passer-by says what.

Oh~ Lurvies asked Passer-by to go find a life... LOL!

Damn tiring today... have to work every sunday.

Astine is giving my headache... Is my English too lousy for her to understand? The difference between Work-rate and Hourly-rate has to be explaint like 10 times to her, and, the worst thing is... she felt that i'm being rude when i first explain the difference to her. Well~ she has big ego la.

Carol ain't at home today, so only Samson!!!! at home... LOL!!! okay... no offence, but his name is funny.

My shoulder hurts, my back hurts.

aahh!!! Okay, here, i wanna say why i RS my blog.

Not too long ago, i was thinking... is there anyone in this world... Document my life?

Last time, there was this girl... she document things that i've done with her... in which, some of it... i don't remember~ When i was with Cat, i document about the time we were together, i'll write about 3 most significant things happen between us in 1 week. So... after writing many thousand words and fucking hell lotsa pages... I have it printed and binded. Give it to her as our anniversary i think? But i guess it is somewhere in Jurong Island now, waiting to be cremated.

Damn~ fucking tired! Okay, lots of things to do... but still.. have to blog!! COME ON!!! MOST FAMOUS BLOG IN SINGAPORE!!!

Thinking of more ways to earn money! also, trying to squeeze in time for my FB training. Okay... gonna SMS peng le... ciaoz~

19th April 2008

In my continuous effort to make this the most read blog in SINGAPORE. Here is yet another update from me!

Here are some things about me.

READ ON ONLY IF YOU ARE INTERESTED. IF NOT, LEAVE THIS BLOG UNTIL MY NEXT POST IS UP!

I love arts and musics. Arts, drawing from famous artists like Van Gogh, Manet, Kadisky and etc.

My all time favourite? Claude Monet

And i have to admit something here! Nowadays, paintings/drawings from artists lack of feeling and story. Seriously speaking, i no longer love arts as i once love it. I used to go NLB to find books about famous artists.

Whenever i look at the "new century" arts, it simply turn me off. Where's the thousand words? where's the story?

If you are art lover, do look at drawings from Van Gogh... there's a story behind every painting. You do not have to read about what happened to him when he's drawing any particular piece of art.

The painting itself... Speaks~

I listen to classical music. Mozart, Tchaikovsky and etc. And seriously speaking... i have no preference. But i have to say... till now, i still don't understand why Jay Chou says that Chopin was his inspiration in his music... Chopin style is so... i will say... replica of mixture of mozart and some other musicians... gosh~

I play the piano, and i'ma dancer.

PLEASE DO NOT COME TELLING ME,"WOW YOU ARE TALENTED!"

I never believe i'm talented before. It is just my interest. I feel so fake when 2 girls come telling me this not too long ago. I almost vomited and how i wish i can kick them on the face.

I do all kinds of sports. But i'm still a piece of FAIR shit! i'm so white! like white board! And i don't seem to get any fitter la! Is like getting thiner!

I swim once in a month~ due to hectic schedule! I play soccer once every week. I was in my basketball school team, but i'm a bench warmer. Basically, no sports i hate in particular. But simply loves soccer.

Just had soccer just now at Yio Chu Kang. And you know what?

The pitch is so small, then there are like 28 ppl on the pitch? Machiam playing NFL la!!! damn funny!!! now i think back feel that it's damn lame la!

Is like.. 28 men chasing for 1 ball? and the wicked fact is that.... with 14 men on 1 side, how possible is it to score in which we have reduce the size of it using cones? LOL~

After soccer, went dinner with Jason at "centre". The food is good! i wanted BA KU TEH but... they say sold out -.-

damn angry now la... never have my BA KU TEH... all right... gonna drink milk and sleep.

HELLO LURVIES! ARE YOU READING MY BLOG? =P

18th April 2008

FORGOTTEN TO MENTION THIS!

Got to thanks Dawn for accepting me into her team for IT QS project. Well, as i mentioned in my previous post, i was "kick" out from my own clique. So, she see me damn "ke lian" so accepted me in her team. So sweet~

Okay, if you ppl are observant. There is this weird nuffnang sticky at the top of my blog. AHA! i want to make this blog the most read blog in the whole wide world!! COME ON PEOPLE!! HELP ME WITH THIS!!

Okay, continue blogging about the ugly side of human beans.

Here's another case.

Jason

He WAS my besties for the past 8/9 years. Well, Royston introduced this introvert piece of shit when we were having our 1st basketball session back in our secondary 1 days. So, things has been fantastic and etc.

I never left him out on any good stuff. Whenever i got 1 good lobang, i sure inform him first. Really consider him to be part of my life le. Not saying i'm a gay, but, he was my bestie right?!

So... as time goes by... i got a feeling a.k.a hweeling that i'm treating him much more better than how he treats me. He never once invited me over to his place... and... wtf is this? besties for 8 years? i have not been to his place!

So ah beng was joking that the reason why he never invite me over his place is that he got a DAMN BIG POSTER of me in his room, thus, afraid that i might see it. LOL~ funny ah beng!

Anyway, the whole shits is not about whether did he invite me over to his place or not... But... he doesn't seem to have me on his TOP list of friends.

Is like... he ask his friends to go his house play mahjong, then the reason of not asking me there?

"because you like to play big bucks ma, that's why never call you"

Some chingay celebration

"I ask lewis go with me... i thought you 2 not close ma"

BBDC Driving lesson

"I already tell lewis i'm meeting him"

And you know what makes me angry here? The fucking thing is that.... i already tell him weeks ago, that we shall go learn driving together! and he just tell me 1 day before the date we should meet, saying he has arrange to meet up another friend of his.

Then is like... whenever he need me... he confirm nudge me on MSN or what... but when i got to ask him some impt things... my SMS always seem to lose in transition~

And all the good things that he have, always go to others first.

As he was my besties, and he has been slacking from Sec 1 to Sec 5... i decided to pull him into my CCA and got him a Secretary post... in which... NEW MEMBER IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE IN THE TOP 5 POSITION!

No way anyone can give new member a top job! But me, being the President, got to convince my fellow members that he is the right person for the right job!

And for all the shits i've done... what i got? Other then every Saturday $2 breakfast from him... i don't remember getting any shits from him.

Fuck off~ I've learnt to benefit myself more in life.

Loves all

17th April 2008

After deleting my old blog.

I've decided to start a new one, here, writing more about my life. So here... I'm going to write about what happened to me this past 3 years in SP!

SO READ ON IF ONLY YOU ARE INTERESTED, IT IS A VERY LONG POST! SO READ IF ONLY YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME!

Year 1
Started Year 1 during 2006. It was damn fun at the start. Everyone were so bonded. Well, Can't imagine at the end of the year, the class of about 22, were split into 4 groups!

And, i'm not in this 4 groups! I was with Benson and gang back then. Well, not that i dislike my classmates, but, i click better with 03 guys.

I brought my girlfriend, tricia, over from GRSS, to my poly life. Well, it proves that time and distance pull us apart. We broke up not too long into our polytechnic life.

Damn stress back then as i do not know what i want in life, and my GPA was 1.93 if i'm right, or 1.97. Dance back then was fine, have no enemies, but for some reason, some malay dogs dislike me for no reasons. And i hate life in SPSE as i'm always not informed about outings and stuff.

But closing the end of the year, i got the opportunity to organise SPSE D&D, and i think, for a first timer, i think i did pretty okay. Oh~ not forgetting, i got to know Catherine shortly after breaking up with Tricia.

And 1 important fact here, i actually knew cat during our 1st few lessons of dance sessions, back then, Clara partner me with her, to dance a stupid piece of choreo, in which, it needs some basic isolation in which, i know none! Back then, i know her, but, she doesn't seem to remember me.

So after knowing Cat, things progress, and... have to say this, i was happier with her! Then on the 25th Of December, she got me a nice little cake, with some important message on top of it. We got together.

Year 2
Year 2 started. With me being the President of SPSE. Well, of course i know that there isn't any good candidates to be the President, so Zest and gang got no choice but to choose me. YES! READ PROPERLY! THEY GOT NO OTHER CHOICES!

Well, i'm not stupid, i know facts, i know hidden facts!

So, with ZERO guidance, and a bunch of clubhouse key, i am suppose to bring the club to a higher level. Well, not possible, consider the fact i spend more time taking a train from Yew tee to Pasir Ris, and back from there to Yew tee.

Not too sure what am i lacking in, Cat broke up with me after 6 months with me. No regrets, but i really did my best to savage this relationship. She found a new boyfriend shortly after breaking up with me.

So, of course, feeling sad and emo. And, my ex girfriend, Tricia, seem to be there at the right time. She console me and etc etc etc. We got back.

Times with her were fantastic.

But school life ain't any better. Well, me, william, being a slacker in class, of course is a big NO! for group work. So most of the time, i'm bring throw around like a ping pong during group work. cause no one wants me.

But i never whine about it. No cries from me. Just bear with it, 3 years will be over very soon.

I'm seem more like a Joker and Slacker in the class. Thus, not really appreciated in the class. As for my clique, they are just "Face" people. Well, msn me if you want to know more about it. And, depending whether i want to tell you about it or not :P

So, usually, kanna throw into some idiot group for my group work. well, got to submit my tutorials after all. So, i have got to do...

Dance turn from bad to worse. Malay dogs were chosen to be President and Dance captain. 3/4 people doesn't like them, but no one speak up! So, i thought, i can do them some justice? So 1 day i spoke up, and you know what... all of them kept quiet... except for Daniel (Bboy) who has been supporting me all the while.

Every dance lesson have to face those malays, and see the malay-like Cat. Got very sick of it, i leave SP dance. But have to admit, i still love DANCE!

Things between me and Tricia were fantastic at first. And, i certainly become a better boyfriend!

But, as i mentioned, i know hidden facts. So i know some facts that she has been in contact with other guys. So i thought, i should just sit and see what will happen.

While sitting and waiting... 1 day... my Grandmother pass away.

Tribute to my grandmother, i used to stay with her when i was in my primary school days. And now she's gone... my mum was damn sad... and i'm very very proud to say something here.

MY MUM WAS THE MOST FILIAL OUT OF THE 9 CHILDREN MY GRANDMA HAS

Well, old liao... die... quite normal.... so... there she goes....

When all my cousins are bringing their girlfriends for cat walk show in the funeral, i'm constantly being asked the same question," Weiliang ah! Girlfriend leh?"

"at home, i never ask her down"

Feel sad for me please. I love her so much, but she is actually contacting other guy behind my back. And i think, she doens't know that i know this thing that she's doing.

Everytime when i go to my favourite salon to get my hair cut, i will spend a huge amount of time chatting with my hair stylish about my adorable Tricia.

But how much do she knows that i love her?

Suddenly, she stop contacting me for weeks. neither did i contact her. Well, just sparing her SMS to msg that guy. I know who the guy is, but just not too sure whether is he the one she is contacting.

So 1 day... thinking high and low. Come to a conclusion.

I want her to be happy. And now, from her actions, i can see that she will be happier without me by her side.

For her happiness, we have to split, even if it results in me being hurt. But who cares whether am i hurt or not? I'm more concern about her than myself. So... off she goes.

Barely 1 month, she got together with the suspected guy i mentioned.

Can say, 1 of the worst moment of my life. I went drinking, smoking, drugs taking, clubbing, raping, stealing, robbing. Okay, depending on which you believe, i did some of it.

Mind couldn't think properly and etc... all i know is that I Leave her because i love her.

Near the end of the year, i helped out Aretha for her FYP modelling thingy. Suprisingly, got to meet Siuping during this short sting as a model.

Have to admit, she's beautiful. She's pretty, and cute. I had some fun time with her. But, didn't really go try woo-ing her as i always have the mindset, those damn hot and cute, on the top of the chart girl will never be my girl. Because i do not have what it takes to get them.

Just wondering, were she single back then? haha~ not too sure.

Suddenly, 1 day i decided to contact her. So just casual sms. But from this casual SMS, i can see that she doesn't want to sms me la. So i'm trying to bring the sms to a close. Trying not to "yea! okay la, don't disturb u anymore, take care!"

So slowly slowly getting close to end the sms, then suddenly, i pop out a question.

"anytime free to have a dinner or something?"

Reply was, "Oh, haha, no thanks, i'm meeting up my bf later"

end of story

There are some hot girls in my course. and when you tell people in SP. Who's the cutest girl in SP? they will all shout. CHERIE!! CHERIE!! cherie is from my course, and i know her through dance.

She always stand beside me, and her hair always hit me. literally kanna whip by her hair everytime. But, when she quitted dance, i didn't take the effort to talk to her. Because, as i mentioned, WILLIAM HAS NO CHANCE WITH HOT GIRLS! SO DON'T BOTHER TRYING TO WOO THEM.

And comes to think, actually i'm not so bad la. just that, i keep feeling that i'm not rich enough to feed these hot babes on their shopping habit. LOL!! weird.

Thus, Year 2 ended sourly. Very very sourly.

Year 3
Oh, sorry for some infor up there. i broke up with tricia on in 2008. and she got a new bf in 1 month. haha.

Okay, 2008 has been fantastic!

Finally found what i want in life! and just to tell you all... I'M A HAPPIER PERSON NOW!

Got to know khihao a.k.a applesmiley from CW. and we form a business partnership for a little business of ours. And now, it has been soaring since the day we started!

Really glad to know him, well, i'm no gay, but... after knowing him... i feel happier... really

Now i see the world differently, no longer emo or sad. NOW IS PURE HAPPINESS!! Ah beng see me, he also jealous why am i so happy.. LOL!! poor ah beng, always feeling sad.

Yea, still single as of 18th April 2008. But seems fine to me though?

New class now, got new classmates. And saw some cute girls... charline and hui ping... they are cute! okay... william is back to his old sayings.. "HOT GIRLS LEH!! WILLIAM NO CHANCE ONE LA!!!" yea... forget it.

Now, i'm so so so damn determine to make it big in life! RAWR!

damn fed up today. Having QS IT in the afternoon. Chin Yong isn't in class as he is sick. So, Mr Chin asked us to form a group of 5 for project work. And currently, the clique has reduced from 9 person to 6 person. So today, only 5 were in class. So isn't it fucking obvious that this 5 should be in a group?!!!

NO!! FUCK NO!! they call chin yong, and ask chin yong to join them for this IT QS groupwork, then the other 4 join Chin Yong to form a 5 man team. So... no wonder, i'm left out.

Then what come after this is some fake cry from them to Mr Chin,"Mr Chin, we form a 6 man team la. can la. can la"

So damn fake, i rather they come to my face and say,"wiLL, we got a 5 man team, f off now"

Yea, i prefer this then all the acting.

Okay now, I WANT TO MAKE IT BIG! and let them taste my wrath!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!

That's all for today.

Loves all